*sigh* what do i have to do to get his attention honestly...grrr...i mean he does little things like softly rub my back as we walk along the isle at lee's...tender...or at least i think so...i just want to know he still likes me...i'm not asking for constant attention just sweet little things that let me know he cares...i mean we don't even have conversations if you think about it...i always have to start them...i always ask questions...i learn they teach...all guys are like that...grrr...i'm going to sleep well tonight but only because my heard hurts from...well i'm not going to go there...thats painfull to admit even...i'm so tired and my head hurts...i don't know what i want...i want a warm bed and soft pillow...good night all...who care anyways...i kinda hope i don't see anybody in the morning...i think i'll runaway...