[Sober] There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called must we, just because the son has come. (Jesus, won't you fucking whistle, something but the past and done? 2x) Why can't we not be sober? Just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. (Mother Mary won't you whisper, something but what's past and done. 2x) Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave (Trust me. 5x) Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start things over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. (I want, what I want. 4x)

ehhh hey?

I'm no poet and I know it I don't use five dollar words This might not sound like much compared to all the pretty things you've heard But here's how I'd explain it since you brought it up It won't sound like anybody else's version of love It's like just before dark Jump in the car Buy an ice cream and see how far we can drive before it melts kinda feelin' That's how your love makes me feel inside There's a cow in the road and you swerve to the left Fate skips a beat and it scares you to death and you laugh until you cry That's how your love makes me feel inside It might not be more suitable for greeting cards and such But it's a true and honest feeling and if you feel it half as much We could go through life together without a worry or a care Knowing deep down in our hearts that we've got something special here It's like just before dark Jump in the car Buy an ice cream and see how far we can drive before it melts kinda feelin' That's how your love makes me feel inside There's a cow in the road and you swerve to the left Fate skips a beat and it scares you to death and you laugh until you cry That's how your love makes me feel inside That's how your love makes me feel I have always heard you can't put love into words It's like just before dark Jump in the car Buy an ice cream and see how far we can drive before it melts kinda feelin' That's how your love makes me feel inside There's a cow in the road and you swerve to the left Fate skips a beat and it scares you to death and you laugh until you cry That's how your love makes me feel inside That's how I feel That's how your love makes me feel

YAY SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER!!!!!!!! YAY AGIAN!

man i cant leave this thing i dont know why but i stil look at it ever once in a wile i dunno so i have like some paper thing to do cause i have to or ill fail poop. i hate english oh yeah sarah what is you sn?????

im at www.xanga.com/doverdrive oh it is so verymuch better

for some one new! :) If you want it you can have it But youve got to learn to reach out there and grab it Cause everybody wants some love Shooting from the stars above And though my heart will break Theres more that I could take I could never get enough If you need it, you should show it Cause you might play so monastic that you blow it Cause everybody wants some ooh Something they can barely know And though my heart will break Theres more that I could take I could never let it go Its in the photograph It's in the photograph It's in the photograph of love Cause everybody wants a dream Something they can barely see And though my heart will break Theres more that I could take could never let it be Its in the photograph Its in the photograph Its in the photograph of love If you blew it dont reject it Just sit drawing up the plans and re-erect it Just sit drawing up the plans and re-erect it Just sit drawing up the plans and re-erect it

They painted up your secrets With the lies they told to you And the least they ever gave you Was the most you ever knew..... And I wonder where these dreams go When the world gets in your way What's the point in all this screaming No one's listening anyway.... Your voice is small and fading And you hide in here unknown And your mother loves your father 'Cause she's got nowhere to go.... And she wonders where these dreams go 'Cause the world got in her way What's the point in ever trying Nothing's changing anyway.... They press their lips against you And you love the lies they say And I tried so hard to reach you But you're falling anyway.... And you know I see right through you When the world gets in your way What's the point in all this screamin' You're not listening anyway....

i love you so much but my god i hate you! why did you have to do this to me?

hey well im not doing anything yeah this is alot of fun! yay

juss got home from my soccer game we started off looking really good we scored a goal in the first 10 seconds of the game and then we juss couldnt put another one in i took a shot from like 35 yards out and it almoseted diped down behind the keeper but it hit the crossbar, along with 5 other shots well im gonna go now i have a head ache

yeah this is really gay ive been waiting to go to my cousins concert all fucking week and now i cant fucking go thank you! "Down" The drops of rain they fall all over This awkward silence makes me crazy The glow inside burns light upon her I'll try to kiss you if you let me (this can't be the end) Tidal waves they rip right through me Tears from eyes worn cold and sad Pick me up now, I need you so bad Down down down down [x4] It gets me so Down down down down [x4] It gets me so Your vows of silence fall all over The look in your eyes makes me crazy I feel the darkness break upon her I'll take you over if you let me (You did this) Tidal waves they rip right through me Tears from eyes worn cold and sad Pick me up now, I need you so bad. Down down down down [x4] It gets me so Down down down down [x4] It gets me so

homework is stupid im not gonna do it cuase i dont want to ill juss copy someone in my class YAY only 2more days till doverdrive yessssssssssssssss.........well umm im gonna do somthing but im not sure yet ill prolly juss sit here all day byebye

hummmm nothing much going on its kinna boring and sarah didnt pick her phone up again yeah i think shes annoyed with me cuase i call her alot but i need to talk to her i love hearing her, yeah im wierd i know blah on me well yeah im gonnan go oh yeah DOVER DRIVE OCT. 1st FITZ! everyone come! well that live in the houston area i want sarah to come, she missed going to incubus with me....:

Tonite We Ride What are we going to do tonight Does it really matter? Let's just drive Let's just take our time The night is young, it's only ten And you know we'll only come back when The sun begins to rise Cuz it's the weekend It's now or never Let's get it started Before it's over Everybody put your window down Turn up the radio real loud We'll cruise all over town Everyone is having a good time No one is getting out of line Nothing can stop us now! 2AM... And I'm still wired 3AM... Now I'm getting tired 4AM... It's starting to get light, let's say Goodnight

Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane My skin is bare My skin is theirs Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane My skin is bare My skin is theirs I feel like a newborn And I feel like a newborn Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane I feel so real Chorus: Could you take my picture 'Cuz I won't remember Could you take my picture 'Cuz I won't remember Could you take my picture 'Cuz I won't remember Could you take my picture 'Cuz I won't remember Yeah I don't believe in I don't believe in In your sanctity Your privacy I don't believe in I don't believe in Sanctity A hypocrisy Could everyone agree that No one should be left alone Could everyone agree that They should not be left alone yeah And I feel like a newborn And I feel like a newborn Kicking and screaming Chorus Hey dad what do you think about your son now Ah hey dad what do you think about your son now

man incubus with out Sarah maybe.....god thats fucking gay, and whats worse is that im getting sick and i have a paper thats due tomorrow that im not gonna do cause i dont feel like it ill juss do it when its time to put the book thingys together Reassurance day after day, it's all the same never a moment to relax and think about my life and what it means to me when there's so many complications there's never enough medication for the pain when i feel so alone do you hear my whisper when i call contemplating your existence if i pray do you really listen fix me when i'm broken break me down when i'm too strong what about my life and what about my future plans i hope my tiny life is in your hands when i feel so alone do you hear my whisper when i call when i feel so afraid do you feel my shiver when i'm so small

ummmm...soccer game today then i have no idea what else im gonna do

man im bored theres nothing to do Sarah is grounded :( i wish she wasnt oh well only one more week till incubus YAY!!! its gonna be alot of fun but for now it looks like another friday night alone at home i think im gonna call sarah later cause i wanna talk her.....

omg im am very excited right now! nothing can even compare to how to explain whats going on right now!! my god i cant wait! INCUBUS 7 DAYs!