I like this. I still think about things I shouldn't because of one stupid song (amazing song but it makes me sad) Once you put a certain feeling/event/whatever with a song you can never make it 'just a song' again. It will always remind you of how you felt and what happened. It's awful because I'm sure I'm fine and I feel good yet like I'm missing something when I listen to it which is all day everyday. Really though I'm really happy. I didn't think I could be....or that I would be. At first I thought maybe I was making a mistake and doing everything for the wrong reasons. sometimes I still think I might be but I think that's just because I'm new at this because it feels good actually.