Wow...it's been a while. Ok....so ignore that last post... But guess what... I get to go see Sigur Ros! AND I get to go see The 69 Eyes! AND I get to go see Rob Zombie! !!!! This is turning out to be a good year.

I haven't had a cigarete for almost 3 weeks! Hooray for me.

I need a band. That isn't full of pussy little emo boys that suck at guitar and only write lyrics about murdering people for not loving them. AHHH PIKE SUCKS.

I took this out of my myspace for now, and I just need a place to put it. general nickname/s: Jon birthday: June 26 zodiac sign: Cancer height: 5’9 weight: 123 shoe size: 10 animals favourite animal/s: Cats animal you look most like: Um…I’ve never been told I look like an animal. animal you would like to be for a day and why: An Elephant…cause their just so damn big any pets: Two cats ever been attacked by an animal: Yep have you ever eaten an animal that wouldnt normally be eaten: I had alligator tail in Florida once any animal you hate and why: Nope not really people can you count all your real friends on one hand?: Yes if someone tried to chat you up with a cheesy line, what would you do?: Talk back I guess do you often argue with people?: No do you make friends easily?: If they start the conversation, then yeah. what qualities do you like in a person?: Someone that I don’t have trouble talking to. what qualities do you dislike in a person?: People who are rude. have you had a lot of relationships?: Not really. do you believe online relationships can work?: No have you ever been in love?: Yes more then once?: Yes have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No sexual preference: Straight ever cheated on a boy/girlfriend?: No ever been cheated on?: Yes philosophy do you belong to any religion?: No not really. any strong views on religion?: I love reading about religions, I like the stories and the way that they were written. do you believe in god and why?: I’m not sure what I think about a higher power. If someone could find absolute proof in one, then I would join that religion or whatever. satan?: Same as above what do you think happens to us after we die?: I’m not sure why are we here?: I don’t know why are you here?: I don’t know. do you believe in aliens?: Yes. There are millions and millions and millions of other planets. If you think that Earth is the only one with some form of life on it, then you’re dumb. what is at the edge of the universe?: Some people say more universes? Who knows have you ever seen a ghost?: I don’t know ever had a dream that came true?: No do you believe in fate?: I believe that your choices early on in life can effect you greatly in the future, but It’s not always definite. or luck?: I don’t know love at first sight?: No. stereotypes what do most people label you as?: Probably gothic. But I don’t think that’s true at all. do you label other people?: No. is there any stereotype of person that you dislike?: No if so, why?: why do you think people conform to stereotypes?: Lots of reasons. did you put that most people label you as (your name)?: No what stereotype do people label you as? if any: Um…you already asked this… do you think you're unique?: Everyone is. do you label yourself as a particular stereotype?: No if so, why do you label yourself this way? if not, why not?: do you dress in any other way than the 'norm': I wear whatever I think is comfortable. what would you typically wear on a day at home?: anything what about on a night out?: Jeans and a t-shirt. why do you dress the way you do?: Because its comfortable would you rather...? be poked in the eye with a pen OR stand on a drawing pin? why?: Stand on a drawing pin…I’m already blind enough as it is be eaten alive by a gorilla OR be washed out to sea? why?: Eaten alive. Drowning would suck a lot worse than that. not brush your teeth for a week OR not shower for 3 weeks? why?: Not brush my teeth. I’d at least have a mint or something..haha. eat a live slug OR a dead rat? why?: Neither jog through a town naked OR stand on one foot for 24 hours? why?: Stand on one foot for an hour. I’m not much of a runner. burn your computer OR snap all of your cds? why?: Snap my cds. I have an iPod so I don’t use em much anymore. family who do you live with?: My mom and dad do you get on well with your family?: Sometimes any siblings?: Nope closest family member?: My cousin Tyler do you share a room?: No are your parents divorced?: No. would you ever adopt?: Yeah. do you want a family of your own one day?: Yes. would you ever...? kill a person in self defence?: I don’t think I could. kill a person because you hated them?: No steal from a loved one?: No have sex with someone for a lot of money?: How much? Haha have sex with someone for a reasonable amount of money?: No lie to someone you loved if it meant they would be happy?: It depends on how big of a lie it would be. physically hurt a stranger because you thought it would be funny?: No beat someone up who you disliked?: No commit adultery?: No get married before the age of 20?: If I found the right person music a genre you particularly like and why: I like just about a little bit of everything. a genre you particularly dislike and why: What’s with this genre crap? favourite bands: HIM a band you hate and why: The Blood Brothers, Chevelle, Slipknot, Mudvayne, the Beatles. I can at least respect the Beatles for what they’ve done, but the other ones suck. do people assume you like particular bands because of how you dress?: Probably are the bands they guess right?: No what do you think of nu-metal?: I’m not a big fan. what do you look for in a good song?: Good lyrics and guitars. And a drummer who doesn’t show off. what do you look for in good lyrics?: Something with meaning behind it, or something that tells a good story. do you know the words to your favourite songs?: Yes. Except Cradle of Filth stuff…their shit is hard to memorize. do you know the names of the bandmembers of all your favourite bands?: Yes is music what you live for?: Pretty much, yeah. do you play any instruments?: A couple. can you read music?: Yes would you ever listen to orchestral music?: I do now sometimes. have you been influenced musically by your parents/people you live with?: No. do your friends all like the same bands as you?: Some of them. do you have a crush on the lead singer of your favourite band?: Haha no. if i snapped/stole all your cds, what would you do to me?: I dunno. go to many gigs/concerts?: Oooh yeah. who have you seen live?: HIM (twice) Blink-182 (twice) Green DayNo DoubtSaves the Day"Wierd Al" YankovicMastodonIn FlamesEstuaryOriginAnimosityMalevolent CreationMotley CrueBlack Label SocietyIron MaidenThe Black Dahlia MurderGizmachiRob ZombieEighteen VisionsKill Hannah are you in a band yourself?: Not exactly have you ever played for an audience?: Yes have you ever told anyone their music taste is crap?: Haha yeah style on a normal day, how would you usually do your hair?: I wash it and that’s about it. ever dyed your hair an unatural colour?: For Halloween but it wasn’t permanent do you have any piercings/tattoos?: No Any scars or distinguishing features?: No trousers or skirts, and why?: Um.? No? do you enjoy shoes?: I wouldn’t go and spend 150 bucks on a pair like a lot of people do if that’s what you mean what do you think of fashion?: Some people kind of go overboard with it. Otherwise…well I guess that’s it. ever considered that all these 'goth' kids are just following a fashion too: They most definitely are do people think that your style is a bit bizarre?: No what colour do you mainly wear?: Black or blue or white. ever worn something extremely odd in public? what?: I don’t think so do you wear much jewellery?: Rings a bracelet and a necklace. how long do you, on average, spend on your appearance in the morning?: 5 minutes at the very most has anyone ever called you vain?: No do you wear makeup?: No childhood do you think you had a happy childhood?: Yeah what was your favourite kids tv show?: The Berenstein bears or whatever they were called what was your favourite toy?: I don’t remember did you have barbie dolls/action men?: Yeah did you go to a nursery or playgroup?: No what was your first day at school like?: I was scared. who was your first best friend?: Max did you enjoy school?: No future what future career would you hope for?: Musician how about a dream career?: That’s it do you plan to get married one day?: Yes have children?: Probably. where would you like to live?: I don’t know. what age do you want to live to?: I dunno. what names would you give your children?: Um…Kid A, Kid B, Kid C, Ect… how would you like to die?: I don’t want it to be painful. what do you think you'll be like as an old person?: I dunno. will you still dress how you do now?: Haha I doubt it. would you ever get a cloud hairstyle?: Cloud from Final Fantasy? Hahahaha no what do you want to achieve before you die?: I want to write play music for people all over the world what would you do if...? a stranger slapped you in the street?: I dunno. your favourite top got ruined in the wash?: I’d probably find a war to still wear it. a leprechaun leapt out of your computer screen?: “SHIIIIITTTTT!!!!!!” you heard someone break into your house?: Hide a friend told a secret of yours?: I’d be angry a parent read your journal?: Don’t have one you won the lottery?: I dunno your computer blew up?: I could just use my PSP to get online I guess… you found a fly in your soup at a posh restaurant?: Send it back. the world was going to end in 3 days?: I have no idea. general if you had to describe yourself in one word, what would it be?: Shy. do you consider yourself kind?: Yes would you cry if a pet died?: Probably what do you do in a typical non-work day?: Hang out with friends. what makes you feel sad?: Stuff. what makes you happy?: Other stuff. if you only had one thing for the rest of your life what would it be?: I dunno. what makes you angry?: People on here, who are too stupid to pick a news paper. TOM SOLD MYSPACE FOR 580 MILLION DOLLARS!!! IT’S NOT REALLY HIM ANYMORE!!!! *End Rant* do you get angry easily?: No do you get sad easily?: No do you hate anyone?: No do you love anyone?: I guess so are you in love with anyone?: No how do you cheer yourself up if you're feeling down?: Write what one material thing could you not live without?: My acoustic guitar. can people usually tell how you're feeling?: No do you often share your feelings with people?: No who would you be most likely to share them with?: I dunno does anyone you know of hate you? if so, why?: No, I hope not. do you have any bad habits?: No I don’t think so. have you been diagnosed with depression?: No do you believe in the saying 'life is what you make it'?: Yes do you trust people easily?: Yes do you think you are you trustworthy?: Yes ever emotionally hurt a close friend or relative?: Yes do you consider youself sensitive?: Sometimes what do you think of war?: I think it’s stupid. world peace?: Yep. the government?: It sucks right now but it’s better than anarchy. same sex-marriage?: Yes abortion?: No animal testing?: No rape?: No shoes?: I don’t care as long as their comfortable. this survey?: Probably the longest one I’ve ever done. Congratulations.

Well it turns out that she didn't kill herself after all, which I guess is "good"... And I've got a pack and a half of cigarettes left...after that. I'm done. For now at least. I just can't afford them until I get a job. Anyways. I didn't feel like posting everything in my myspace. But I will here. Here is the lyrics to Every song that I think is worthy of having music with it. "Our Downfall" Love on a stormy day invades our hearts Causing happiness to dissolve into tears Paralyzing us in the dark The moons of solitude light the path to alone Where dawn is as black as night when you're gone. Drowning in hell, waiting to be born again With the angels being tortured for unpardonable sins Heaven fades to black Aurora sneaks away As our fragile sould are betrayed by faith. A brilliant flame lights the dark-that is you As a spoiled love turns to dust The shadows are taking over you Leaving me to suffer in life's embrace Without your smile, where only tears remain. -- No name yet Vertigo drowning the soul As love resides in the coldest heart So black, yet beautiful Where prayer is full of tears Flooding wells And paradise is plagues by evil Favoring solitude. Condemned by a mocking god who freezes your soul Burning s bible verse to keep from the cold in your heart The scent of a dying rose will keep you alive Until it fades, and the flame dies. Subtle serpents with deceiving eyes Control what is left of life Until the end of time Trembling like a broken heart Trapped in the dark. -- "Night" As we dive into the frigid dark admired by death Sunlight and shadows hide us from a harsh fate And the evils of night Reality sets in and we're devoured by the dark With the devils praying for us to be torn apart As my haven falls into obscurity The night is blinding Feelings disappear as the summer kills the spring Happiness is a drought longer than eternity Locked inside our dreams, we're living in harmony -- "For a Love Lost" Sin lies at the door Where she weeps through the night Waiting for a chance to infect a heart Broken and betrayed You conceal your severed heart And hide from feeling of despair Precious memories are all that remain For a love I lost I'm all to blame. Served a glass of homelessness To remember a love divine With a plaintive look into the past Where heartache begins. -- No Name Yet For a moment love survives Hiding the truth Until the day dies Consumed in the dephts of the night. Only the least bit alive But failing to die The Earth is a sin-filled song A growing abyss tonight. An ending in need of anything You are already hanging on a cross With desolate tears describing rejection You're drowning the world in solitude. -- "Paradise Dominates" Laced the soul with grief In the darkest hour I wake from dreams of your embrace Blinded with tears by a lie. In the harmony of this evening God's secret name is hate And fear falls upon us as we travel through it's gates We reach our destination Through all of the pain Paradise dominates. -- "After the Fall" But we manage every time To make it to the light We're struggling to survive. In the portal of faith That you embrace A broken heart screams catastrophe Until we grow apart We can avoid the dark We're on the Heavens. To take our love's life Where we lose all faith, so We suffer in saddness In the portal of faith That you embrace A broken heart screams catastrophe Until we grow apart We can avoid the dark We're on the Heavens. In a moment's time The Devils send roses That prevent us from life. -- "When Shadows Prevail" Dissapointment stalls the heartbeat Another life erased Now a life throbbing with saddness That is worse than death. Rejected by Heaven, ablaze Is our love until the grave When shadows prevail The new night is to blame. Fire entombs our trail of woe Where we are for days To capture the tears of the weeping angels And exstinguish the Devil's flame.

Well... First we find out that my neighbor killed herself last night. Then I lose 60 bucks. Then I find out that all of the pictures that I took at the best concert I've ever been too are fucked, because the camera was broken. What a day.

hiiii everyone i am currently dating mary jane

You lay there anxiously As poisonous serpents race to my heart Cover it’s grave with beautiful flowers Carve on it’s tomb: “In death we are together.” I can’t keep living in this hell that is life’s embrace While you are away. Destiny is defined, you and I. Grasp the dagger, and your knuckles turn white with desire. She fits the final piece of the puzzle And Death shows her to her love. I can’t keep living in this hell that is life’s embrace While you are away.

Well today's the last day before school starts. I should probably try to quit smoking soon...

You lay there anxiously As poisonous serpents race through my heart Cover it's grave with beautiful flowers. Carve on it's tomb: "In death we are together." Not another moment, I can wait. Writihing in the pain that is life's embrace, When you are away, Lifetimes go by in seconds. I'm not done yet....but what do you think?

you want me to update? YOU WANT ME TO UPDATE?! WELL FINE! I FUCKING UPDATED!! I've got SOO much good music shit written. I really need a band...

Damn I forgot I had this thing...

So...me and Liz broke up, and I'm glad I did it after some of the things I've heard in the last few days.

I'm bored....so here's a list of all of my DVD's! Movies Along Came Polly Alice, Sweet Alice American History X Analyze This Anchorman Anger Management April Fool’s Day The Arms of Darkness Austin Powers in Goldmember The Aviator Bad Boys 2 Bad Santa Big Fish Black Christmas Blow Bowling For Columbine Bruce Almighty Bubba Ho-Tep Carnival of Souls Carrie (Original) Choping Mall CKY IDR Video Album The Crow Daddy Day Care Dawn of the Dead Day of the Dead Devil’s Nightmare Dodgeball The Doors From Dusk Till Dawn Elf Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind The Evil Dead Farenheit 9/11 Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Friday The 13th Friday The 13th Part 1 Friday The 13th Part 2 Friday The 13th Part 3 Friday The 13th Part 4 Friday The 13th Part 5 Friday The 13th Part 6 Friday The 13th Part 7 Friday The 13th Part 8 Greg The Bunny Complete Series Good against Evil “Haggard” Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets HIM the Love Metal Archives Vol. 1 House Of 1000 Corpses The Incredibles Kill, Baby…Kill! Kill Bill Vol 1 Kill Bill Vol 2 Kiss Daddy Goodnight Lilo & Stitch Little Nicky Little Shop Of Horrors Lost Boys Maniac Cop Minority Report Misery Monkey Bone Moon of the Wolf Night Of The Living Dead Night Train to Terror Nightmare Before Christmas Panic Room Passion of the Christ Phone Booth Prom Night Punisher Pirates of the Caribbean Reservoir Dogs Radio Red Dragon Ron White Live Rush Hour 2 Saving Private Ryan Saw Scared to Death School of Rock Secondhand Lions The Shining Shrek Shrek 2 Silent Night, Bloody Night Silent Night, Deadly Night Silent Night, Deadly Night part 2 Sleepaway Camp Sleepaway Camp 2 Unhappy Campers Sleepaway Camp 3 Teenage Wasteland Snowbeast South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut Steve Vai Live at the Astoria London Super Troopers Team America Tenacious D The Complete Masterworks Terror Train The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (Original) X-Men X-Men 2 The Wall Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory Television Show Box Sets Chapelle’s Show Season 1 Daily Show Indicision 2004 Family Guy Seasons 1 & 2 Family guy Season 3 Family Guy Freakin’ Sweet Collection Invater Zim Vol. 1 King Of The Hill Season 1 King Of The Hill Season 2 King Of The Hill Season 3 King Of The Hill Season 4 Ren & Stimpy Seasons 1 & 2 Reno 911! Season 1 Reno 911! Season 2

Well....yeah. I think Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas just might be my new favorite movie. I've watched it 4 times in the last couple days. I decided that I'm not writing any more love/hate/life/death somga anymore. Their never any good. I do much better writing about random stories that don't have anything to do with my life.

The new CKY album was released today. GO BUY IT.

"Happy Birthday To Me" I might get a new thingy on here, "Love Metal 616" Since 616 is really the mark of the beast. I haven't decided yet though.

In case you didn't read...I'm speechless... The new CKY album is out online now. It's the best CD I have ever heard...ever. I had sex with myself it's THAT good.

Jealous? Don't deny it.

Cky is finally announcing tour dates!!!!