Thoughts that deal out your hand

Listening to: Staind - Outside
Feeling: alone
Cards There comes a point in anyones life when they make a big decision and they have to deal with it, it then after deals the cards to which you must play, you sometimes lose the hand or you win the pot, things never seem the same after your decision, sometimes you feel like the king anf the next a loly maggot, you just gotta play your cards. What to do, thoughts going at a hundred miles an hour with you strapped to the hood. What to do, scars constantly looking you in the face and telling you, "you made the right decion", but how can you trust your scars. What to do, sitting here feeling so alone when people are only a stones throw away. You think to yourself, do i call my hand or do i bluff and hope someone falls for it, bluffing can only get yourself so far in life, at points bluffing is the only thing you can do to stop yourself from sleeping forever. So far away from the end of the game, but you still think all the way through, do they know?, do they think i got the best hand?, do they know my hand is made of shit?. Voices telling you to just give in and stop this, your going to get hurt, other voices telling you to bite the bullet and put in all your chips. So many voices telling you what to do, starts to get crowded, two ways out of the voices. 1)throw in your hand and make a decision as to where to go from here. 2)bluff and make a decision to what you want to do now. MAKE THE DECISION, MAKE THE DECISION......... Only time can tell if the person has done what is right. Only time will tell...... But you must rememeber that its not the look of the man that makes him what he is, its the pressence that makes the man what he is.
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What do you care? Trust me I don't want to feel anything again. Anything at all.
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