Fuck this Fuck this aching, bleeding, and crying Fuck these tears burning down my face Fuck I'm worrying and lying Pretending that I feel Ok. Fuck the late nights of sobbing Fuck the emotional walls Fuck these feelings and loathing The emotional rises and falls And fuck this urge to write it all down Fuck the desire to relive the pain Fuck the heart wrenching, gut twisting carthasis of hate Fuck it all, all over again.