rawr

forget the words you sang to me they're nothing but catastrophe and you'll just make the world fall on its knees. it's hate and hope that holds us close our veins that wind around us both, forever keeping you from drifting away from me. and i, i watch the world fall apart, fall in upon its self, fly apart as the cosmos break away. we're locked together in outer space both with smiles stuck on our face the only beings for millions of miles around. there's nothing left but you and me finally free to do as we please, but we just drift across the infinite nothing. our one last kiss before we fell and lost our breath to the endless hell of outer space's soundless symphony.
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stuck ignorant. hmm. too bad that i will just be ignorant of where i am and not all the other things i would prefer to be ignorant about... i would just be stuck. and ignorant. and probably more depressed than i already am. hahaha. oh dear. i'm sleepy. i think i'm going to go to michigan. what do i have to lose?
it is. i've been here lots. but also i just really don't want to live in michigan.
i know i am. what is holding me up? uhm i don't know. it's a good city?
i know this is kind of off topic but it just entered my mind, my boyfriend has a shirt that says 'i eat cow' and when i say it i started cracking up because ... well, you get the idea. right? hahahaha. fucking hilarious. at least i think it is.
hahaha yea. those kind suck. you missed all my photos i had up earlier today. hahaha.
yea well you aren't a fattymcfatty like me;)
its more than warm. humid and gross is best way to describe it.
hahahaha. heavy internet words. gotta love it. it's fer real though, like, the other day i decided i was going to go jogging or walking or something so i got dressed in my new 40 dollar sports bra and some make shift work out clothes but i only made it to my balcony where i proceeded to get high and then decided it was best to stay in. hahaha. so that is why i'm becoming a cow. i am even wearing my fat pants now. ugh.
no no no piano man, you got me all wrong. i LOVE girls. just lesbians. hahaha. i don't much care for the straight type, they tend to be caddy bitches.
hell..
I love your writings. There is some beauty about them.

Also, you're welcome. We've all had shit in our lives. We still do. The best way to finally let it go is with the help of others. Well, that's what I think.
i don't like girls. i mean, i do, but i don't. ugh.
thank you.
you write similarly to someone i once knew, perhaps this is why i care for your wellbeing...
or perhaps i am just one of those who knows how to better care for others than herself. either way, i hope you are hanging in there bucko.
RAWR I GAVE IN
i am just overwhelmed by everything going on right now. i know i need to move soon but i don't know where i am going to go. and not like 'oh what neighborhood' more like 'what fucking state am i going to'... and if i choose one i am giving up on my relationship, if i choose another i will be stuck alone, and if i go to the third i will be completely ignorant to everything... ugh i don't know what to do and it's just really stressing me out
ugh. i'm sad.
hahaha they are just esgic/fioricet tablets. no worries yo.
i am for sleeping now. longgggday.
nope. looks like someone is just going to have to wonder. oh well.
haha, yes i remember. i let my bf read my sit and he pointed out the same paragraph you did, out of my whole diary that was the first thing he brought up. heh. WELL LOOKS LIKE YOU HAVE ABOUT FOUR AND A HALF PAGES OF CATCH UP READING TO DO BUDDY, HEHE.
so have you done all yer catch up reading homie? hehe.
haha, what is wrong with being with a girl?
that is good! yea, volunteering and college! annnnd boyfriend. aaaaaaand bartending(wishfulthought). because i am bored and depressed and need to meet people and do things.
wellll i WAS trying to sleep, but that is going poorly. so now i am deciding which organization i will volunteer for. how about yourself? guess what, i signed up for comunity college! and i have an interview in the morning. oh productive me. haha.
yay you are here! i can't sleep. sad face.