Well today was ok, everyone liked my haircut, I think a couple of my friends are mad at me...dunno why...oh great..and I have volleyball tonight...oh great...well lets see if I could keep a poem for this day what would it be?.......... "Sunrise, Sunrise" by Breezey Mae.. Copyright 2004 Sunset, Sunset Why do you flow so slowly? Why do you leave with such time to waste? With colors that flood the evening sky... Why do you leave like you have done no harm…? Leaving me until the next day. Why do you depart with no such suggestions of happiness? Coming and parting with me leaving me with such anger and fury Acting as if you were a rose without thorns, that you didn't rip my heart to pieces.. Sunrise, Sunrise Why does your new day begin so rapidly? Why do you come with no time to waste? With your lovely colors that fill my heart with joy… Why do you facilitate to put a smile on my face? Why do you act as if you aren’t the one who brightens my day? With such proposals of pleasure… Leaving me for the time I dread the most? Questioning me to ask how strong I truly am, and if you truly bring my heart together... My dad left us last year to go and live off and forget about us in Brazil, without money, or a house, or a car, he just left us...you know how bad it hurts, living without an explaination of my he left...let me clarify if you don't understand me life yet, it's been crap my whole life, living without love of a father, it's been hard but in the end of the day I tell myself that I don't need a father(yes I am a christian) but that if I can count on no one else there is and always will be God... My dad e-mails me once in a while and acts as if he has it so hard down in Brazil, and you know what sure I miss him, I miss him more than anyone will know...I cry every time his face goes through my memories, or his picture apears on my walls, or when I see any person happy with a father, it makes me think of the one I never had...and it hurts...more than anymore will know...