Hello journal, Well I went to the Jefferson county fair all weekend. My dad lives there and well he hasn’t called for almost 2 years til last week. I hate him so much, but I went over for the weekend. He lives in a trailer now and well its really big. He also took us to the bar of course and got drunk like normal and then started to get in fights. I was there so I screamed in the bar and told him to shut the fuck up. Then he looks at me and I sat back down. Then he started again so I walked out of the bar and was going to run away like last time. Well of course this time he followed me and said I should yell or walk away again. So I told him he doesn’t know me so don’t worry about it and that I was older then he was cause he acts like a child. Then the fair was fun. Of course dad said he was going to be there and he was at the bar tents so we were left alone all night, I saw some people that I was friends with and well this kid name Justine who is going to be a junior ends up liking me. Well I met him at prom so yea. I don’t know I just don’t have feeling for anyone right now that I know of. But it was fun with Rodger and his girl and Justine. Then I went home and went to sleep. The next day we went to the bar for a bit and then went to the fair for the derby races. It was pretty kewl. There were some hot guys driving also lol. And then I went home. I called Brittany and she asked if I wanted to go to the movies so I said yea. Then I was talking to Howard and Corey and cam on the computer. Well I found out Corey still likes me a lot and well he just got grounded again. So he said he would like to go with me but he cant. I was talking to Howard and he also wanted to go with me cause he’s like “are you going with anybody and then he wanted to take me to the other movie theater cause he wanted to see born twisted. Well I wanted to see Charlie and the chocolate factory with Britt and Bri. It was a good movie by the way. And Corey and Howard hate each other. Corey was worried I might go with Howard but I didn’t. So yea. It was fun and I don’t know whom I like more. I went out with both of them but one can be a jackass really bad. Ahhh who knows. I love Brittany by the way lol. Well I am going to go I have to do a essay about the chocolate war. Much love peace Patience PS: i brought lamb chops to school today he he