here i am in milwaukee i take a drank sand relized its my mistake i called troy yesterday he feels sorry for me i didnt want that but when we got off the phone i tried to sleep then here came danny and matt danny threatens matt he is gonna kill him he is drunk so i went to danny and said shut the fuck up then he said make me i said try me he came up to me and said get out of my house i said it wasnt his then he went to my face and threated me i was scared hes not a good man he never was i wasnt able to sleep i was terrified i hoped matt was okay this morning danny went at him i wanted to cry but i didnt everything right now is messed up i hate my life well here is my poem so tell mhat u think i sit and wounder why u do this to me you have always made me break and want to die most of all i hate you you always wounder why, i cant be good enough, well u make my imperfections if this was the night i chose to die, i would want to tell all my loving friends, that i am sorry for all my mistakes and this is my goodbye so i hope u all know i love you and will miss you all my death that i seep is in the air i tried to hold on longer but its just not fair im broken more then anything i try to make everyone else happy but myself i need to help more but i am to late my strength has gone so low, that even when my friends tried to pull all my friends i am so sorry for leaving you above my soul is so weak to stay, but while i am gone it will grow day by day so here is my last goodbye while i drank this dye