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so yeah, right now i am at my moms store..i like never write in this thing anymore! lol.....so whats new with everyone? nmh...lol..i dont feel like writing about all the boy crap going on right now....sorry! so yeah...later! lauren

hey! long time no write! haha.......so, im at chelsea house right now...yippee! we went to the football game last night....lol..interesting...wow....anyways, me and chels probubly aren't going to the movies tonight, but we mgiht be....depends i guess.....lol...oh well, it would freak us out anyways...... i had baton practice today, for four hours....bluck.....and i got a cut on my....well.....anyways......i dont know what you call where i got cut.....oh well...... so yeah.....not much else has happend.....we thought colin was going to rape us last night...lol..it was weird, then nick and joe totally told him off! it was hilarious! nick and joe love us! they would do anything to save us....even if the deny it.....lol...whatever! well i guess im outta here now! leave me comments cause no one does anymore! waaaaahhhhhhhh! lauren

ok, so the blue hill fair is today! yay! lol....i cant wait! so yesturday, a very interesting day......im a little confused, so im not going to write about it yet, i probubly will soon though! im not going out with john anymore......he never calls me and it made me mad....lol..... andys birthday is tomorrow! a labor day baby! im going to call him really really really early in the morning (he sleeps in really late) and sing to him! woot! it will be funfunfun! lol..so anyways, guess im gonna get going now! lauren

Your a passionate kisser your kisses meanalot to you, you like to make the most of yourkisses you draw your partner into you and leavethem with a unforgetable kiss and love! What type of kisser are you?(pics)[[for guys and girls]] brought to you by Quizilla

ok...we are going to play a game...*claps* here is how you play: leave a comment with your name, your age, and your #1 guilty pleasure.....or you can leave me a comment saying that you have written it in an entry in your sitdiary! dont stop the chain! i will start out My name is Lauren, i am 13 And my #1 guilty pleasure is THE BACKSTREET BOYS! (obviously).....now its your turn! lauren p.s. i cant beleive school is starting tomorrow! where did the summer go?

Artist: Nick carter Song: Help Me Album: I wish I could define All the thoughts that crossed my mind They seem too big for me to choose I don't know which ones to use When I'm falling down so far I think I'll never see your light Bouncing off of me Shining down here from your eyes Help me Figure out the difference Between right and wrong Weak and strong Day and night Where I belong and Help me Make the right decisions Know which way to turn Lessons to learn And just what my purpose is here It's like I got the signals crossed With messages I can't decode Half asleep, never wide awake And I'm in complete overload I got so much information here And nothing I can really grasp I should know the truth But I'm too afraid so I have to ask Help me Figure out the difference Between right and wrong Weak and strong Day and night Where I belong and Help me Make the right decisions Know which way to turn Lessons to learn And just what my purpose is here Wanna love you More than anything I need you In my every dream, you're there for me Do you love me? Oh, I am no angel Just an ordinary man Help me figure out why I'm stuck in the middle Trying to understand why I can't Why you're such a riddle Got my eyes crossed I'm thinking so hard and I know I'm missing the mark Can you help me sort out All this information I'm just rackin' my brain, baby Paying attention But I'm still lost And at all costs I gotta know (gotta know, oh) Help me Figure out the difference Between right and wrong Weak and strong Day and night Where I belong and Help me Make the right decisions Know which way to turn Lessons to learn And just what my purpose is here Help me figure out why I'm stuck in the middle Trying to understand why I can't Why you're such a riddle Got my eyes crossed I'm thinking so hard and I know I'm missing the mark Can you help me sort out All this information I'm just rackin' my brain, baby Paying attention But I'm still lost And at all costs I gotta know

so guess what..i have a boyfriend! i met him at the pig roast last weekend....his name is john...he lives in stockten but he goes to bangor christian school...so anywas, he is awsome! i know i haven't written in a long time...sorry! i had baton prac yesturday, then we performed at the winsor fair...it was interesting...lol...we were going to surprise the audiance at the end and do a fire batyon ruteine.....we had just started it, and all of our fire batons wetn out because it was liek raining! grrrr! mine was the only one that didn't go out....it was sooooooo dissapointing! lol....anyways..... did anyone watch the vma's? it was awsome! but i was mad that the backstreet boys weren't nominated for their new video for "just want you to know" has anyone seen that video? its hilarious! nick has officially made picking your nose cool witht hat video....lol.....sorry..... i guess i will go now though! lauren

so me and my mom went to the grocery store then we went to movie gallery.....then came home...(we were at the store all day), me and my parents are going to eat supper then watch I, Robot....my brother is with his friend...or girlfriend..or whatever you wanna call it! hahahahahahaha! anyways, i guess im gonna go now, i just got out of the shower...lol lauren

sorry, i couldn't think of a title...lol...i just got out of the pool.....actually, then i ate lunch so i guess i got out of the pool about an hour ago..im dumb, lol..... im gonna twirl fire in my drivway tonight yay! i think me and andy are gonna hang out sometime this week maybe.....yay..... right now i am watching the gilmore girls...of course! lol...so anyways, not much more to say! lauren

i know i haven't written in a long time...sorry, my internet was screwed up....but now its all better!yay! im soooooo excited right now! JESSE MCARTHNEY AND THE BACKSTREET BOYS ARE GOING ON TOUR TOGETHER! ahhhhhhh! yayayayayayay! anyways, i had fire baton prac yesturday, we are twirling it at the winsor fair..it hink im gonna paractice today......call the fire department! lol! guess what...the backstreet boys were number 15 on trl..so they weren't exactly on the countdown..but pretty close! howie turns 32 on monday! wow! anyways, i guess im gonna go now! lauren

omg..if one more person says that im anorexic i swear i am going to explode! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I AM NOT ANOREXIC!

Take the quiz: "What Victoria's Secret panties are you?"ThongYour Young, why not take a thong on the run. Might as well give yourself a wedgie with these and make them poke out of your pants for a more slutty look.

ok, so, i had a fundraiser today.....blah......and a baton hit my wrist really hard so i have a humungo wrist right now but it doesn't hurt to bad.....just a little....so, then me and meagen and lorrie got mcdonalds, then they dropped me off here.....i took a shower and am in the process of getting ready because i am going to th emovies tonight....im a little excited because ryan might be there...but only a little.....just a little little little bit...ok, anyways...... so andy, you can stop making fun of my cooking because i made myself a gourmete meal yesturday (mac and cheese...hehe)....but for lunch i almost burnt the house down.....i was trying to make grilled cheese, but it wasn't working so i took the whole sandwich and shoved it in the toaster....haha...not a good idea.....lol.....its going to be bad when i have to live by myself....lol.... god, i have been thinking about the JC Pennys guy ever since i saw him! its not like i "love" him because i dont even know him....but there is something about him that made him different....i cant figure it out.....i want to see him again soooooo bad! oh well, i blew my only chance....lol..... just so that everyone knows the Backstreet Boys are still as awsome as they ever were....dont leave me comments telling me how much you dont like him or whatever because i dont care. lauren

god, isn't this sad? Here is a story about once upon a time Where two peoples love was a favorite pastime The love faded quickly and was about to end But something inside them made it transcend They knew the separation would tear them apart Leaving them alone with a cold, lonely heart So they held on closely to each other Never letting go, they made a perfect cluster But as time went by it took its toll Giving her pain she couldn't handle Destroying every thought she believed For nights and nights she cried and grieved He just couldn't take it anymore Gave up on being her savior Tired of suppressing his feelings Needed to let go and spread his wings She went to pieces and lost her sanity The world around her felt so hazy Then she had no reason to live She finally found her suicidal motive She popped the pills and tied the rope There was nothing left, there was no hope Her eyes were closed, the noose was tight She jumped off the chair and died that night Her long lost love slips in the door To come and tell her he cant live without her anymore But what he sees to his surprise Is a hanging corpse surrounded with flies He grabs the razor that he's always hidden Digs it deep into his skin Swallowed the rest of the pills and died Creating the story of a lover's suicide

have you ever just saw a random person and been like "thats the one". like right when you see them you know you have to meet them? well thats what happend to me yesturday at JC Pennys. i was helping my brother find clothes and we walked by the dressing room, there he was. the most gorgous guy i have ever seen (except nick carter of course). so then like everywhere we went in the store, i saw him. usually i would be the kind of girl that would just go up to him and talk, but it was different, this time i hid behind racks and just looked.....so tehn we were at this shoe store....and i turned to walk away and guess who was behind me......MR. MC (mr. mysterious contestant), god, he was even better close up and let me tell you, our faces were only like 2 inches apart......our eyes coaght each others for like a second......then he apoligized for running into me, (even though it was so my fault) and i left......but i have to see this guy again, and i dont know how.....but doesn't the saying go "if you see someone once its love at first sight, but if you see them twice, your meant to be together?"....idk, maybe i just made that up...but anyways, i need to find this guy. soon. lots of love lauren

When you come back I won't be here She said and gently pulled me near If you want to talk you can call And no it's not your fault I just smiled and said let go of me But there's something that I've just gotta know Did someone else steal my part? She said it's not my fault Then my heart did time in Siberia Was waiting for the lie to come true 'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious When the one you want doesn't want you too I was drifted in between Like I was on the outside looking in, yeah yeah In my dreams you are still here Like you've always been Oh yeah, my heart did time in Siberia Was waiting for the lie to come true 'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious When the one you want doesn't want you too I gave myself away completely But you just couldn't see me Though I was sleeping in your bed 'Cause someone else was on your mind In your head When I came back she wasn't there Just a note left on the stairs If you want to talk give me a call My heart did time in Siberia Was waiting for the lie to come true 'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious When the one you want doesn't want you too When the one that you want doesn't want you My heart did time in Siberia Was waiting for the lie to come true 'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious When the one you want doesn't want you too Siberia, Siberia When the one you want doesn't want you too

im so excited! i just got the new bsb cd...and i got the click five one too. i got a pair of pants at target, and an orlando bloom binder....yayness! lol.....anyways....oh yeah, i got shoes too, they are vans, they are black with pink on them....cool. lol...... well i guess thats about it! leave me some comments! lauren

isn't it weird how you can miss someone so much but then they are right in front of you......everything turns right again. but beauty is in the eyes of the beholder right? i'm in love and i dont know if anyone realizes it......it sucks when the one you love doesn't care anymore doesn't it? god.....why is everything confusing? sorry, im just blowing off smoke i think. lauren

ok, so i guess this is a cool thing to do....and of course i always do what everyone else does -gags-.....(yeah right) lol....oh well, so everyone leave me pretty comments on this entry! lots of love lauren