Life Is Funny huh?

by thatswtshesaid
isn't it weird how you can miss someone so much but then they are right in front of you......everything turns right again. but beauty is in the eyes of the beholder right? i'm in love and i dont know if anyone realizes it......it sucks when the one you love doesn't care anymore doesn't it? god.....why is everything confusing? sorry, im just blowing off smoke i think. lauren
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don't wrry i think life is confuzing too so no wrry's...lol what exactly is the problem??? jw...lol
later,
jay
yeah that really stinks..well my problem is i'm just like really depressed cuz i'm like omg..i'm like not gonna have a bf by the time homecoming comes around!!! ughhh!! n i'm like all stressin out over it..n then everyone at my church n stuff is like omg ur soo beautiful...n then this kid i just met through my best friend wants to see a pic of me n i'm like soo afraid to show it to him cuz i think i'm ugly n i don't want him to think the same cuz
he's like soooo sweet on the internet n stuff..n another problem with this is that he's from a school that is far away from mine..n his dad won't let him come to the tech school that i go to cuz he's like there aren't any scouts there..but the kid said he just has fun while playin football he isn't in love with it...so yeah..thats about it..n it really stinks..so I have 1 or like 3 options...lol

#1 i just might have a boyfriend by then((but i highly doubt it cuz i'm ugly))

#2 I could ask someone to go to the dance with me just as freinds...

#3 I could invite the kid to go to the dance with me...

the only problem with option #3 is that i'd have to give him a pic of me b4 n i'm kinda afraid of givin him my pic b4 well i'll have my pic on sitD in a couple of days or sooo so you can deside what you think of me...lol!!!
so yeah thats about it..so byes..srry its sooooo long...lol
later,
Jay
yeah, that is like soo true..if somebody doesn't like me for who i am then they aren't worth it...kk got it...lol so yeah thanks...
later,
Jay
aw. yeah ive been told that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. =] live by that. hope everything turns out just fine. dont worrie .. be happie !! take caree ♥jackiee