I should be sleeping

Listening to: pearl jam-ten
Feeling: torn
It's 3:20, ... in the afternoon and I'm really tired, but instead I will go on in my journal thingy. I just found that my mom had developed pictures that are a year old and kinda funny. Really funny to me. But I had an interesting day yesterday. To say the least. Well I didn't run in the morning, it was storming and so my mom left the dog out expecting me to get up later(soon) and watch him. Well I got up around eleven, oh three hours after she left him out. And he pulled out and shredded my dad's fairly expensive insoles. And my mom got blamed for it luckily. Rightfuly blamed for it of course. Well then later I asked my mom if I could run while she was gone and so I got kate to meet me somewhere. And I stayed with her for three hours. We hid after awhile in some trees up in a apartment complex and sat there together. I was relaxed by her, she has that effect on me. And I'm usually so nervous around any people. But we kissed some... which I didn't mind... But then I left and went home and everyone was out and looking for me. My dad came home .. MAD. Yeah so I made him calm by acting guilty. Which I was partly. So I got a good solid hour long lecture from him and mom. But I didn't get in trouble, my own concience is my punishment. I had to bite my tounge for that one, by my mom. Then I had to think about it, was it worth it? .... maybe a LITTLE. Okay yeah I would do it again. If the same situation arose. I might have to act responsible for awhile. Darn me for my responsibility, that is my worst trait! If I'm lucky I'll get to see her today. I might as well risk it. But I had to tell my mom and dad that she was embarrased of them, exept I used scared first and my dad thought that was wierd. But he is still, If you ask her out then I could shaparone. If... I find that funny and I really don't want my dad to shaparone, I want my liscence so I can drive us, only I have five months untill that. And probably not even then. Well anyhow it was a wierd day. I thought I might get in some trouble because my dad stayed in town looking for me instead of going to Kansas city to do his work before the weekend. But then things went on normal and I was in a funny mood where.. everything was funny. I felt good. Bye like
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