hey... today i stayed home from school cuz i wasn't feeling so great... i slept like half of the day which rly helped & felt rly good! i took some kinda medicine and it like knocked me out! haha it was kinda nice tho! lol.. but i heard i didnt miss too much at school... molly told me some ppl came and did a religious play? DARN.. cant believe i missed out on that one... not! lol anyways i got online 2day and said somethin to someones away message... which i don't regret what i said... but lol i almost wish i hadn't done it.. b/c i just keep making a bigger and bigger idiot out of myself! i dont kno why i do this to myself! it sucks cuz no matter WHAT i say its not gonna make a difference.. i dont think i can change things... i wish i could...like SO bad(only one person is gonna kno wat im talking about and they're prolly not ever gonna read this and prolly dont give a crap... lol so every1 else jus ignore this!) well i think im gonna go take another nap! and maybe ill forget about all the stuff from earlier when i wake up! (dont think that ones gonna happen but i can always wish!) bYe ByE!!