So in the end, was it worth it? Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become. It's always the last days of summer and I've been left out in the cold with no door to get back in. I'll grant you I've had more than my share of poignant moments. Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it. Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there's almost barely enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my talent... And rightfully so, I leave you now. Tomorrow my mind will be free of every memory that once contained you. Consider this a parting gift: May the wind always be at your back and the sun upon your face. And may the wings of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars