Not Happy

I feel that i have had enough of this realtionship. He will never change. It like every time i do somthing wrong he yells at me and yells at me. But no when he does something wrong i have to stay quite casue im not allowed to give him shit casue iff i do he changes the story around and puts it all on me that its my fault hes like that. He talks as if hes so perfect but in reality he isn't. It's like he has my on usch a tight leash that im strangling my self but im trying to set free. I don't know its like i do want to be with him but i don't. Maybe im jsut a fucked up as he is. His fav word to call me is a cunt and he knows that i hate that word and that it gets me very angury. but now he still likes to do it. I jsut want to find somebody that will like me for who i am and love me and show that he loves me. No not in this realtionship its more like the other way around. I fucken help him with everything. But when it comes to helping me or even listening to me he deson't want to. It like my family isn't important to him. Only his family. He treats me as if im his kid. I swear i can't take it anymore. But then again i feel stuck. I really don't know what to do.
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