So uh... yesterday i found out sumthing HORRIBLE aboot my fren. that reely sucks an today we just acted like norml. God i dunno how we can just pretend evrything is ok an stuff, when its not an we both know it... Well, it rained like no other. It was freezing cold too. I got a letter, with amazing things inside. Today i got another letter, only better, and more great stuff all over it, yessss Brandon sed i shud make a copy. Oh yea we saw this kid in our class that i dint like get his ass kicked hahaha In english i realized that i cannot write a speech, SO... Im paying Jewdy to write it for me and Dylan. Yesssss! That is a major score, but she is VERY fuckin smart so like its not gonna sound like anything coming from either of us, oh fuckin no. After school i saw her an Tony. Tony was listenin to Sublime. Hex yea. And i offered Jewdy my munchies an she liked em so i gave em to her then her an Tony were talkin shit aboot sum kidses ha I dint reely like that since i knew one of the kids to be real nice so that was like a burn but oh well. Then i walked Jewdy cuz she is insecure. I dint get to ask Deanne if she liked my letter... Its still sum wut like raining. I think the world is a lot more beautiful under this light, the kind where the sky holds back the sun an evrything is almost like one big shadow.