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Listening to: get over it
ugh.. i'm so hollow.. poor boys and girls.. i realize, people dont really know me. i mean they are my friends but i can scare, gross, or disgust them easily.. i mean just any mention of some activities might baffle but reasure themselves that theyre the sane ones. i am sane too. i just hide it from myself but show it in front of you. geez i'm bad. i lie. i say i'm with him all lune and just great but he doesnt see me like that. he sees me as a nuisance. a stupid girl..just dumb and uselses.. i am not useless. i try to be helpful to others but i guess i will be ignored. i feel like tacos or pizza
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hmm...old lust shoving youu extra hard?
eh, i don't think youu did anything wrong. maybe mister old lust has anger inside and took it out on youu?
[Anonymous]
mmm. i hate it when even myy bestest friends are afraid of me and what i mayy be thinking. ha. is being sane reallyy as great as theyy make out?
[Anonymous]
who cares what he sees youu as?
you tryy helping other people.
if theyy ignore youu, it's their lost.
youu are far from useless, dear.
[Anonymous]
interesting comparison with tacos and pizza.

it was awesome talking to youu in real time on aim. stupid anonymous comments.

[Anonymous]
theyy let youu type so little.

but i'm too lazyy to log in. bleh.

♥verena
[Anonymous]