my throat hurts. i can't even be in my own room without getting terrorized. i ate a starburst. yay. i just want to eat pho with m.m. and watch ANTM and be ok and not worryful. ok i'll leave you to it.
i sometimes suddenlyy have this fleeting moment of happiness.
it's reallyy hard to explain.
when i think about it, it disappears.
i smell a sweet scent of idunnowhat &see a girl on the swings.
&then i can't breathe.
&suddenlyy i'm afraid.
it is strange.
i just had that moment of happiness.
&so do cookies. &maybe ice cream.
okayy, so eating to feel happyy is apparentlyy bad.
pho is good, too.
i like it when i do the things is used to.
okayy, maybe most things.
this is the new diaryy...
&none but youu shall know. (=
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it's reallyy hard to explain.
when i think about it, it disappears.
i smell a sweet scent of idunnowhat &see a girl on the swings.
&then i can't breathe.
&suddenlyy i'm afraid.
it is strange.
i just had that moment of happiness.