How can the person you're in love with be SUCH a total opposite? I don't understand. I'm so in love, he's my everything..yet he's nothing like me. I can't fault him for it but I'm disgusted with his thoughts and the way he thinks. I know we come from two totally different worlds, two different countries. We grew up way different..different family, different friends, different school, culture..everything. Yet something drew us to each other. I want to marry him. I want to be with him always! Yet nights like tonight, I want to run away as far from him as possible while screaming bloody murder. I think it's my own rage. I just don't understand close mindedness. How someone can possibly be so one sided...

I love all people, things, beings. He..not so much.

I understand there's a lot of hate and evil in this world..but I also believe there is so much good if you can look past exteriors. I would give anybody a second chance.

I also think that he feels he is above me intellectually. That pisses me off royally. To be told "You would never understand. You've never been to where I've been or seen what I've seen. You don't know..you live in America you're blind to everything." True I haven't lived elsewhere but I'm not dumb nor naive or ignorant to what goes on beyond these walls. I may not have as vast a knowledge as someone else, but I certainly know the world isn't daisies and lollipops.

Thanks for my rant tonight keyboard..I appreciate you taking my finger beating.