hmm...so i got to stay at alyssas for the night. that took some talking. luckily i decided not to drink and all went well. i do question some peoples actions though. they say one thing and do another. its interesting. so last night was tight. lol. ofcorse, there was some drama and i was like whoa wth do i do. but yea thats how it always goes right? well not much to say about the night. it was just eventful. in the morning ali and bryant showed up. and seeing as how i got about 2 and a half hours of sleep, i was like so out of it and i like basically slept while they were there. i felt like bad, but dude i was like..yeaah. haha. well..i need to find out what im doing, i mean...like...find out a way where i can like...okay nevermind..i know what im trying to say. so alyssas brothers were drinking and then like since one was in the army or whatever he put on his helmet and vest it was hilarious. he was drunk obviously. i saluted him lol. yes i found that quite amusing. well i didnt get to go to warped tour. that sucks. since i was on my fone all night last night until like 4 something, it completely died today at like 1 in the afternoon. that sucked. it wuldnt even turn on. so i was supposed to stay the night at alyssas again but my parents thot i just didnt wanna talk to them and thats why i wasnt picking up my fone. so therefore they came and got me. i swear i just wish they would let me grow up. like..i guess both of my parents didnt have very good lives when they were growing up..like my dad got into drugs and what not and my mom was like abandoned. i guess they just dont want me going through that but i guess they have to realize that i make a lot of mistakes, and im going to keep on making them. and that sometimes its good to make those mistakes because you learn from them, or atleast id like to think you do. so idk what my friends are all about right now...that goes for the majority of them. and ali thinks im being distant? i believe i thought he wasbeing distant. i need to talk to him. i dont know about what...but yeah...idk...i miss talking to him and being close and what not.