[ 39 ] Crave.

Feeling: depressed
10 . 43 pm A stranger with a door key... I seriously need more sleep. I'm beginning to get those dark-ish circles...only my daddy says that it looks like someone hit me. I gave him a hug today and said, "I love you," and when he said, "Thank you for being such a good daughter," I cried. But I didnt let him see. You see...I've been a horrible daughter. And it makes me sad to think that he deserves better of me and I just can't give it to him. And I just wish I could be perfect for him. Katherine hasn't called me in forever. And Jade doesn't talk to me as much anymore. Life has just been so against me lately...maybe it's all those chainletters I didn't send on coming back to bite me in the butt. Or maybe it's just that I'm a horrible person, and -that-'s come back to bite me in the butt. Damn you, Karma. //sharpie
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Karma just makes life so much harder. Sometimes I watch out for my mum to drop dead at 3am from those chain letters, and I feel so stupid when it never happens. But I hope everything works out alright for you.
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