It takes more time than I've ever had Drains the life from me Makes me want to forget As young as I was I felt older back then More disciplined Stronger and certain But I was scared to death of eternity I was saved by grace But destroyed by naivety And I lied to myself And said I t W a s F o r T h e B e s t And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold I've .d.i.s.r.e.g.a.r.d.e.d. what I was Now that I'm older And I know much more than I did back then But the more I learn The more I can't understand And I've become content with this life that I lead, Where I drink to much and don't b e l i e v e in much of anything And I lie to myself And say it's for the best