so today was just today. i woke up kinda early because my dad came in my room and then i couldn't fall back asleep. :( so yeah, i got out of bed and did a couple chores and then did some reading for school. i went to the mall tonight and bought some stuff, good times. yeah, earlier today i felt like writing a poem, so here it is. how many times can i break? have i always been this fake? what must i do to show you i'm falling apart, all out of a broken heart. as you stand there, watching me drown, the sky starts falling down. bits of blue in you hair. the smell of hate in the air. tears roll down your lovely face. will you save me from this cruel place? i wish this didn't hurt so bad. i wish you didn't make me so sad. i hate this pain so much, but i can't bare your fake touch. your eyes are cold and emotionless. do you care at all about this mess? do my eyes lead to my soul? are they dark and rather cold? can you read my tear stained face? i never had the guts to put you in your place. watch me as i fade away. praying this will be my last day, as a friend of someone so fake as you.