DAMN!

Feeling: shattered
LMAO DAMN i havent been on dis bitch in forever nigga!!! damn...o well w.e man but THAS CRAZY i read that shit from b4..i wus a lil scardy pussy LMAO pero when love hits it hits hard i guess. not inda mood fer typin now so ill leave sum love laters! UC FO LIFE NUCKA
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WTF

WUUUUUUUT THEEEEEEEE FUUUUUUCK hav i been doin. damn WUT THE FUCK kinda Uno am i? ....DAMN!!!!..i needa fuckin take a break, think about this shit and PUT UP MY MIDDLE FINGERS!!!..i been WAY too soft for WAAAAAY too long and now im gettin back to my Uno Mode so FUCK YOU BIYOTCH. i got my own prblems to worry about so fuck u if u wanna add on more bitch.....DAMN im stupid as hew for tha shit....no no actually YOU stupid as fuck for doin that shit to me cuz u just fucked up a REAL good relationship.sux for u.HA...hmmm when i think of sum more shyt to talk ill post it. TRUE MUTHA FUCKIN UNO FOR LIFE
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rate

hey ppl...well i just wanted to show u this person who i went thru all this trouble and pain for.can you ppl PLZ rate her betwen 1-10 n idc if ur a gurl or guy.THANX.
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worse

fuck....fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i ALWAYS blow it..i ALWAYS blow it.ok look ..man tha gurl that i wus havin problems wit b4..i just dont talk 2 her at ALL..which as much as it hurts i think is the best decision. but it didnt matter that much cuz i had sumthin else on my mind or someone else. well me and this gurl were REALLY close to going out a while ago but shyt happened but i forgave her because once AGAIN..i STILL thought i had a chance wit her like a fuckin retard and i tried to give her my heart but AGAIN i ended up realizing it wouldnt happen...after a while of talkin on the phone wit her we ended up talkin about us goin out and she ONCE AGAIN said "idk right now".....that shit RIGHT there just fuckin reminded me of the FIRST time i got played by tha SAME chick and ALSO the 1st gurl that liked me "SO MUCH" but rejected me everytime i asked her out..well if this has ever happened to u you KNOW how it feels and how much that shit fuckin hurts so i just told her not to talk to me anymore .....idk....its the right decision for me not to get hurt but ITS TOO LATE....i feel i need this gurl and she doesnt consider me her type. they BOTH like boys that do them wrong and i cant do that so.....idk. all i kno is om not gonna change myself for sum1 else to like me so fuck it fuck them and fuck everything else that goes against that shit..it just fuckin hurts to have that shit done to you THREE TIMES!!!...IT DONT FEEL GOOD and knowing that both them can just hang up wit me or walk away from me feelin good about it all just fuckin makes all this shit worse......fuck it....if thats how th fuckin world is then idc...fuck you and fuck everything that reminds me of you....i hate you
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better

wow...yesterday was 1 of my WORSE days ever in a LOONG time...idk wut happened ..just outa no where i FLIPPEd out n shyt n just felt really bad bout not bein with this gurl that i been tryin to get wit for a loong ass time and i guess it finally set in she DONT like me. well i guess i should start gettin over her cuz is gonna take a while but MAN yesterday wus SO crazy.1 minute i wus tryin wit my friends and the next i just had my head down n i wus CRYIN...idk that shit wus crazy as HEW but man im glad as hew that im better cuz i got a got sumthin or someone that helps me get over her...this gurl is MUCH better an likes me so now that thas over im so glad...well thas all for now andmake sure when u get ANY chance to be with sum1 that u like alot TAKE IT and dont reject her because your freinds dont like her because she could be he 1 you love in the end and cant get enought of her or him..PE@CE. -Tru
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idk

ive never felt like this before..over 1 person...ive NEVER EVER cried over a girl before that didnt want me. it aint me but love can fuck u over like that.1 second u can be on top of everything and the next u can be on the bottom of the slumz. i hate how this shit is doin me. i love her SO much but she wont gimmi a chance because IDK WHY!!!!and i wanna hate her back but i cant...as hard as i try i cant..i wish i could go back and never meet her but i cant..life doesnt work like that.now im sittin here cryin like a lil bitch over SUM STUPID FUCKIN BITCH that i love and it hurts so bad that i have NO control over whats happens or how thingz in my life end up but i SWEAR i pray every night for her to love me back but it wont happen..it just WONT....i can say anything i want to anybody in this fuckin place but no1 can fix my problems and the thought all just makes it ten times worse. im tired of holding my face in public for this stupid ass hoe and breaking down alone for this stupid ass hoe and not having that stupid ass hoe as MY FUCKIN STUPID ASS HOE!!!!i hate it because reality sets and i kno she's kissing some other dude that cant love her HALF as good as i can..just because she can...i hate you me and any1 else who fuckin reads this shit....suicidle thoughts run through my head as i type ...idk what to do but i hope the out come is best for me......i just...dik wut road to take anymore...fuck it...i hope you love your outcoem as much as i love you...look what u created...i hope you love it......suicidle thoughts
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thingy

Write: 1.The name of a person. 2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow? 3. Your first initial? 4. Your month of birth? 5. Which color do you like more, black or white? 6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 7. Your favorite number? 8. Do you like California or Florida more? 9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more? 10. Write down a wish (a realistic one). Are you done? If so, scroll down (don't cheat--i'm watching you) . .. ... .... ..... ...... ...... ...... ..... .... ... .. . .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... THE ANSWERS 1. You are completely in love with this person. 2. If you choose: Red: You are alert and your life is full of love. Black: You are conservative and aggressive. Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 3. If your initial is: A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom. S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good. 4. If you were born in: Jan.-Mar.: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. Apr.-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. July-Sept.: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good. Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soulmate. 5. If you choose... Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it. 6. This person is your best friend. 7. This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime. 8. If you choose... California: You like adventure. Florida: You are a laidback person. 9. If you choose... Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people. 10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday!! oh and can SOMEONE please tell me how to put pictures in my entries..but not as my header..like in the middle of the header.HAVE fUN -Tru
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DAMN

Feeling: peppy
dam....i havent wrote in here 4 a WHILE..but dam shit is goin about 70% good right now w/ me. my gurl probs r GONE!!! cuz tha 1st gurl is JOCKIN me again and tha 2nd gurl is KINDA hintin she like me more than friends so im ok..but now i got dude probs...soft ass people tryin to jump me cuz they scared of a 1 on 1...oh well.well idk how long itll be b4 i write in here gain.LEAVE 1. -Tru
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Another Joke

Listening to: 1 Shot 2 Shot
Feeling: horny
ahhhh...man thingz is MUCH better...imma be gettin sum ass REAL soon...i can sence it but anyways i gotz ANOTHER lil short joke 4 ya'lls so...the elephant says to the camel "HA....why do you have titties on ur back?"the camel replies "that's a pretty stupid question coming from someone who has a dick on their face" TY TY and every1 make sure u dl "1 Shot 2 Shot" by Eminem and D12 cuz thas shyt iz pretty pimp, and get "disko inferno" by 50 Cent..PE@CE
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Christmas Blues

Listening to: Lovers And Friends
Feeling: lovestruck
awwww man.this sucks, but on the other hand it doesnt...let me Explain. okok well the girl i talkin about on 1 of my previouse entry's decided to tell me she broke up with her boyfriend making her available. well this is good news except for the fact that were still not talking and if i gave in now ...that would make me a weak person...i gotta hold out but i dont kno howlong im gonna last man. and thats not my only girl problem right now. ANOTHER girl i've had a crush on since 6th grade is FINALLY taking me serious, but idk..i sorta got used to her telling me no..her saying yea is kinda weird. and plus i've been rejected by her SO many times..it makes me look like i cant live without her so if i DID go out with her..i dont think i would be able to live up ti those expectations. i decided the best thing to do is tell her i dont have feeling for her like that anymore, EVEN THOUHG I DO!!!, man..this is the worst thing ever, 2 girls i LIKE ALOT and my pride wpnt let me be with any of them.this sux alot but i guess life sux. well aside from that i got PLENTY thuingz for Christmas and PLENTY money and all but all that doesnt make up for a girl..which i need SO bad right now...well thas all for now. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE and remember: Dont Fall Victim To Peer Pressure Unless Your Pretty Sure You'll End Up Getting Sumthing Sucked Or Getting Free Drugs PE@CE -Tru
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lil Joke

Ok ok i got a lil joke. An autopsy professor was giving an introductory lecture to a class of students. Standing over a corpse, he addressed the class. 'There are two things you need to make a career in medical forensics. First, you must have no fear.' Having said that, he shoved his finger up the corpse's anus and licked it. 'Now you must do the same,' he told the class. After a couple of minutes of uneasy silence, the class did as instructed. 'Second,' the professor continued, 'you must have an acute sense of observation. For instance, how many of you noticed that I put my middle finger up this man's anus, but licked my index finger? AHHHHHHH.ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!...good shyt
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PLAYED

ok..i said i wouldnt say anything personal on here but i need a better opinion. ok thur this gurl n were just gonna call her sally. well a long time ago (during tha summer) i 1st seen sally and thought she wus really cute but so did every1 n every1 kept sayin she's a goody so i didnt think i hadda chance w/ her at all. well we skip forward a couple months and me and her 1st meet. its me, sally, sally's friend and my friend..this is when i liked sally's friend and my friend like sally. well we chilled for a while walkin around and had fun and left..nuthin big. well now we skip ahead about 3 more weeks..new classes. well sally end's up in my chuld development class. so me and sally talk more...we start to call each other... we talk online and eventually i take her out on a date..as friends. well after a while i finally ask sally out (knowing i like her and she likes me) and she says "i would but..i gotta get 2 kno u more" so i say ok. now i dont usually spend THIS much time on gurls but..i think this 1 is special. so we talk more share secrets and talk about personal things until the morning on tha phone. now i KNOW she'll say yes, so i ask her again. this time she says "well...im just confused about things in my life right now", so i let her have her space. well after a while we stop talkin and our "lust" die's and we..basically dont talk that much anymore. well skip ahead about 2 weeks. i see her at the mall...and omg she's just so beautiful and i like her SO much so...i go up 2 her and hang out w/ her..sort of knowing there's no chance between me and her but still hoping for sumthing. well after we leave tha mall...i tell my best friend about wut happened and how it MUST be fate how we just randomly seen each other there..and he say's "yea me and her were hangin out right b4 that at the movies..it wus me, her, her best friend and her boyfriend".........so i ask "wow..she has a b/f" n he goes yea..they been goin out for like...a couple months now".....now knowing this i rip up ALL our letters together never call her again and ingore her EVERYTIME she talks to me..feeling betrayed. i mean she led me on for MONTHS knowing she had a boyfriend. now i dont kno about u but...to me thats bogus as hell, but now..im starting to feel bad because we got REALLY close and i just dont kno if its best to continue to ignore her or forgive her and be friends....plz speak ur mind on my problem and recomend diff. thingz..thanx alot..well..thas all for today -Tru
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bored

Listening to: Same
Feeling: bored
dam...today wa sSUPER boring cuz i hadda baby-sit my bad azz sister and i just realized imma be baby sittin my sister ALL FUCKIN BREAK!!!...dam...no mall, no social, no gur......no.....?!no gurls?!....i cant belive this. well this is definately gonna be tha worst X-mas break ever. hopefully ill hav sum ppl over. well thas all 4 today kiddz ttyl -Tru
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First Wordz

Listening to: Game-Ths is How We Do
Feeling: exhausted
Hey pplz. these my 1st words n i dont really got shyt 2 say but I GOT ARRESTED TODAY. and for no reason either. thas sum crazy shyt that could only happen to a negro on tha south side. but i did get 2 of them thick ass rubber bands, i says "team" and a nike swoosh on it from a nike pack...n tha other say "PIMP" on it n is baby blu. PIYIMP. but thas all 4 today and remember kids..dont do drugs or fall victim to peer pressure... unlesss u TRULY feel in the end ull get sum ass and sumthin of yours sucked or sum free drugz..DUCE
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