got to see matt this weekend :) -we didnt get to spend much time together . actually i was sort of a bitch all night . hes moving to the beach in a month & i just know im gonna lose him . im just selfish . my dads taking my cell -- ugh my bill was like $168 . im gonna miss my phone . ha . *dreaming is what keeps me alive . what would i do if i couldnt dream of the past, the future, or you ? i think i'd die....*