What the hell? Remember my post about nick in 2005? Yeah we're still together, and we have a 2 yr old child together. I'm talking to myself here:) I haven't been on this thing since 2005!WTF

so yeah i decided to delete all of my entrys...well not call but most of them..its something i do when i want to start over..i dont need anything to remind me of my stupid past...i just want to set things right yeah niggers |----------------| -What is your name?: Megan -Are you named after anyone?: no -What's your screename?: vas x deferens -Would you name a child of yours after you?: shit no -If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Jesus -If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Mikey -Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: not really..but it took eric vicors a long time to spell my name right. -Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no..i have a cool last name |::Basics::| -Your gender:: female -Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight -Single?: not sure actually..long story..someone said that wanted to be with me but im not sure if that was implying that we should go out -If not, do you want to be?: huh? -Birthdate:: 01-06-89 -Your age:: 16 -Age you act:: dunno you tell me -Age you wish you were:: 21 -Your height:: 5'4 -Eye color:: grayish blue -Happy with it?: sure -Hair color:: brown/black -Happy with it?: dosent matter -Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty -Your living arrangement:: my room with the computer.is heaven -Your family:: asswipes -Have any pets?: dog skeeter -Whats your job?: hopefully goodwill soon :) -Piercings?: yep lip twice and ears -Tattoos?: star on my wrist.. -Obsessions?: makeup and music -Addictions?: nick.s loven -Do you speak another language?: not really a little bit of spanish -Have a favorite quote?: wudda hell -Do you have a webpage?: |::Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it::| -Do you live in the moment?: yes -Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i cant stand some people..and if i cant stand you i.ll be really mean to you.. -Do you have any secrets?: maybe -Do you hate yourself?: does it matter..seriously -Do you like your handwriting?: it.s readable -Do you have any bad habits?: yes picking my nose and biting my nails..and always thinking something is wrong -What is the compliment you get from most people?: oh your hot..but fat..hahah jk -If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: flippin awesome bitchasses -What's your biggest fear?: bugs with long legs and clowns and being alone for the rest of my life -Can you sing?: YES ive been doing it all morning -Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: yeah...but just for fun -Are you a loner?: im to scared to be alone -What are your #1 priorities in life?: get a job/car/ged/and go to college -If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: haha i think im pretty awesome -Are you a daredevil?: hellz yeahz -Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes -Are you passive or agressive?: agressive -Do you have a journal?: yes -What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength-to give up drugs and alcohol..weakness-nick.. -If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: to think more positive -Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all.. i cry tooo much -Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: im tired of regrets -Do you think life has been good so far?: could have bee better -What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: well ive learned alot..but i cant say its helped any -What do you like the most about your body?: my whole body is kinda cool..i got that chubby look going on -And least?: haha my double chin -Do you think you are good looking?: sure -Are you confident?: why not? -What is the fictional character you are most like?: spiderman -Are you perceived wrongly?: yeah..alot |::Do You...::| -Smoke?: quit -Do drugs?: quit -Read the newspaper?: not anymore -Pray?: wtf do you think this shit is nigga...church? -Go to church?: nah -Talk to strangers who IM you?: only when people im me first -Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah my leopard ron jeremy -Take walks in the rain?: well i did last night with nick :) -Talk to people even though you hate them?: depends -Drive?: i can -Like to drive fast?: when i drive it is pretty fast |::Would or Have You Ever?::| -Liked your voice?: yeah i do -Hurt yourself?: not on purpose -Been out of the country?: nada -Eaten something that made other people sick?: haha yeah my own puke..but i just licked it -Been in love?: unfortunaly ive loved someone but never been in true love -Done drugs?: used to -Gone skinny dipping?: yea in a hot tub -Had a medical emergency?: yea -Had surgery?: yes -Ran away from home?: yes -Played strip poker?: nope -Gotten beaten up?: when i was like 7 -Beaten someone up?: all the time -Been picked on?: yea -Been on stage?: PERFECT NOTHING AND INTOTHESILENCE -Slept outdoors?: yea (jessica) -Thought about suicide?: yes -Pulled an all nighter?: yea -If yes, what is your record?: 2 days -Gone one day without food?: yea -Talked on the phone all night?: yea one time i talked a whole 8 hours on the phone with nick -Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yea -Slept all day?: yes Killed someone?: in my mind -Made out with a stranger?: no -Had sex with a stranger?: no -Thought you're going crazy?: omg yeah all the time -Kissed the same sex?: yes:( -Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes -Been betrayed?: YES YES YES -Had a dream that came true?: yes -Broken the law?: lol yes -Met a famous person?: si -Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yea -On purpose?: no -Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes a long time ago -Stolen anything?: yes -Been on radio/tv?: tv -Been in a mosh-pit?: i used to be all nu-metal and i was all about that shit -Had a nervous breakdown?: just recently -Bungee jumped?: nope -Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes |::Beliefs::| -Belive in life on other planets?: yes but its scary -Miracles?: yea -Astrology?: yea -Magic?: nope -God?: well i belive in jesus..cuz nick is jesus haha -Satan?: nope -Santa?: yes -Ghosts?: yes -Luck?: yes -Love at first sight?: yes i believe so :) -Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes -Witches?: yes -Easter bunny?: nope -Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yea.. -Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: if there was wouldnt people already said theyve seen it? -Do you wish on stars?: yes |::Deep Theological Questions::| -Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no -Do you think God has a gender?:i dont believe in god period -Do you believe in organized religion?: nope -Where do you think we go when we die?: no where |::Friends::| -Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: lots -Who is your best friend?: jessica nick and chelsea -Who's the one person that knows most about you?: sorry jess but id have to say chelsea -What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: shut up -Your favourite inside joke?: nintendo. -Thing you're picked on most about?: lazy eye...had surgery on it 2 times and my mustache.hahaha -Who's your longest known friend?: tiffany -Newest?: derek -Shyest?: nick -Funniest?: chelsea -Sweetest?: morgan -Closest?: jessica -Weirdest?: austin -Smartest?: matt mcgarrah -Ditziest?: mikey -Friends you miss being close to the most?: all of the kids from g-wood -Last person you talked to online?: austin -Who do you talk to most online?: maybe nick or morgan -Who are you on the phone with most?: nick -Who do you trust most?: jessica -Who listens to your problems?: chelsea -Who do you fight most with?: mikey -Who's the nicest?: derek -Who's the most outgoing?: lenny -Who's the best singer?: me haha -Who's on your shit-list?: nikki -Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: omg..never hahahhaha -Who's your second family?: the sy family -Do you always feel understood?: yea -Who's the loudest friend?: racheal -Do you trust others easily?: not really -Who's house were you last at?: haha nicks -Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: nicks cuz hes so nice and all that gay shit -Do your friends know you?: basically -Friend that lives farthest away:: punk nick-california |::Love and All That::| -Do you consider love a mistake?: not at all i consider it a gift -What do you find romantic?: grabing you and kissing you on the forehead..and hold hands walking in the rain -Turn-on?: nice smiles and kindness -Turn-off?: really horrible teeth and a bad personality -First kiss?: long ago. -If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i would give them a chance if i wasnt taken -Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or goingout with them: yes..it would kinda help dont you think? -Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no..i feel like if they like you enough they should ask you out -Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yeah its happened -Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: all the time baby..well i know morgan does lol -What is best about the opposite sex?: well nothing..depends on who they are..i hate girls so yeah.. -What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: drama..basically everything -What's the last present someone gave you?: i dont remember -Are you in love?: not in love but ive got some love for someone haha -Do you consider your significant other hot?: aww yeah thats mah nigga poopies hehehe |::Who Was the Last Person...::| -That haunted you?: that shits scurry -You wanted to kill?: nikki -That you laughed at?: austin -That laughed at you?: dunno..someone could be makeing fun of me right now..who knows -That turned you on?: nick..talking about licking my butthole -You went shopping with?: i havent been shopping in a long time -That broke your heart?: well..im not going to talk about it -To disappoint you?: nathen -To ask you out?: haha wow..THESE QUESTIONS SUCK -To make you cry?: cant say -To brighten up your day?: no one yet..but nick makes me OH so happy -That you thought about?: lol nick -You saw a movie with?: nick -You talked to on the phone?: nick -You talked to through IM?: austin -You saw?: franz -You lost?: dustin |::Right This Moment...::| -Are you going out?: god damn it! -Will it be with your significant other?: maybe -Or some random person?: nah -What are you wearing right now?: shirt and pj pants -Body part you're touching right now:: belly :) -What are you worried about right now?: sleep -What book are you reading?: i dont read that much anymore -What's on your mousepad?: black -Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored.tired.loved.jessica.brian funshine -Are you bored?: yes. -Are you tired?: yes. -Are you talking to anyone online?: no its like 8:55 am everyones at school -Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nah ok and enough of that shit..later players -Are you lonely or content?: -Are you listening to music?:

im breathless..because i need a new inhaler. even tho i could say nick left me breathless..but that would sound super gay.. *im going to rant on about how great my day was yesterday..and if youre not interested i advise you not to read on then..it might not be in the exact order..but it is for the most part* so yesterday..me and FRANZ rode the bus to nicks house...it was about a 2 and a half hour adventure..but all in all it was fun..we went to steak n shake to have some coffee before nicks house...franz got hyper..and the walk from sns seemed so long..but we finally made it and it took a really long time to get thoes fuckers up to answer the door(austin and mikey)...then i woke nick up.he looked so cute..haha i felt bad..oh well...it was worth it in the end...so nick got up and drank so 7up and ate a pbnj (i tore the crust off)..it looked grody...anyways..he was like "do you want to catch stuff on fire" and it made me happy so i was like yeah!..so we cuaght shit on fire..and nick kept telling me that we needed little sticks..so i went in his neighbors back yard and stole their sticks..haha nick said good job...we ended up roasting a orange.banana.some boxes from the trash.an egg crate.some bushes off of his fence.and some hangers...it was really fun..becauce even tho im afraid of fire..it looks really cool haah...how gay am i lol...well after that we just sat around and talked about random shit..then jackie came over..he skipped school..and we ended up going to mcdonalds..i gave nick all of my money so he could get something to eat..but yeah i was throwing bagles at cars haha..then we went back to nicks...and austin wouldnt get up..he must of been really really tired or something..me and jackie was going to catch nicks trash on fire..but cindy came home and she saw us so i was acting like i was taking out the trash and she said "what are you doin'" i said 'taking out the trash'..haha she was pissed at nick..ted got up..he is so fucking funny...we stat around for hours talking about random shit..ted kept telling nick to fight mikey with a broom...then other shit happend that wasnt so important..but yeah...the rest of the boys came over.and they practiced..and then franz had to go home...elijah is sooo fuckign awesome now..its burkett-backing vocals/guitar.nick-drums.austin guitar/backing vocals.mikey-bass.and jackie-vocals..it sounds so insane i love new elijah and the boys in it...then jackie left...then burkett left..lol..so it was just me mikey ted austin and nick..sitting around being lazy..but me and nick kinda cuddled on the couch and watch dora the explorer and shit...then cindy got home and asked us what we wanted for dinner..she was messing with austin and susan so bad..but susan was looking at me and nick and he kissed me on my head and looked over and said "FUCK YOU!" and flipped her off...cindy and ted went to the store blah blah blah..when his mom got back she asked me if i wanted hot dogs or hamburgers..nick told me to say hot dogs but i didnt lol...he hates hot dogs..and his mom told him he had to eat them...but he didnt..so yeah we sat around and ate...we watched this one show called wraped while they was at the store..he was like im all about this show..they show you how to make shit...haha..oh well.yeah we eat dinner in his room and shit adn watch bring it on..and then he tells me to let him smell my feet...i didnt want them to be stinky so i smelled them first i thought they smelled bad but they didnt i guess because when he smelled them he was like they smell like purfume..and blah blah...he puts one of my shoes on and i put on one of his when we went to smoke a SQURRRE..and we went on a walk..we walked to his neighbors yard..he said im going to give you a tour...heres the shed...heres where the pool was..and thats a possum..i freaked out..its nasty little body ran accross the drive way it was gross..but then we walked to the gas station..at this time it was raining a little bit..so we decided to stand under the car wash thingy..we found magnets and kept them..we was walking back and we stopped at this little gras patch..and nick was like wheres all the worms? and i said its cold outside..he said but no where are they? i said they are in the ground or something..haha we are so stupid together..anyways..we went back and i tried to call my mom a whole bunch of times so i could go home because i didnt sleep the night before..but austin ended up taking me home...and i was talking about how these geese tried to eat me when franz and i was walking to the bus stop..it was by the river so you know..but any how...i was telling the story and i said gooses..and he was like hah its not gooses its geese..and i felt so stupid..but yeah he said it was cute that i said that..but it just goes to show how stupid i really am..oh well i had fun...yeah so they just dropped me off and i made nick get out of the car to give me a hug..lol...but yeah..all in all it was fun..i left so much shit out.. *me and nick slow danced to brian funshine *mikey got depressed and started to sleep in the closet..and he wouldnt eat dinner *i told nick about the situation..only nick and i know what im talking about *i jumped on the trampoline *i did a gas n go for jackie *hit some church goers van with a bagle *laid around with nick almost all freaking day *made fun of people *talked about drugs with ted and so much more..im happy i got to spend my day with nick and them it was really fun..and it made me notice how much i really do like nick..i seriously think im going to fall in love with him... but on another note...when austin and nick was taking me home i told austin that ive never seen him this happy before...and he said yeah i know when i was with mallery i was always pissed off..and shit and i was like well im glad your happy.and he was like thanks man..and he said well are you happy...i said i dont know..and i had to tell nick today that it wasnt because of him that i wasnt happy its because of the choices ive made in the past...i quit doing drugs and shit like that...im trying to get my shit together..and nick said he would quit with me..im so happy that he decided to do this with me..he is one of the best people i know..and im so happy that we can do these things together..to better this situation... him ok im done now..but thanks for reading if youve read this far..haha Love me

this day is the begining of something well thought out. i can finally be happy with myself..and know i did do something right. XxKoolxBeansxX: i like love everything about you XxKoolxBeansxX: youre the most awesome girl ive ever met XxKoolxBeansxX: for real yo sounds good huh?....thats right...today is the mutha fucking day bitches. haha i hope i can prove EVERYONE wrong

ug its 4:55am..and im so sick it woke me up.. why am i so sick all the time? i dunno..but i hope im better by the time i have to go to my dentist appointment at 11am.. im so excited i get to get a new toothbrush and stickers! haha im such a geek. my lips hurt real bad...no they really do..and they are chaped and falling off..it sucks asshole so chelsea is sick and dying...poor kid...you cant even tell its her on the phone..she sounds like a fat person..with a nose problem..yeah i said it SO WHAT!. ok im going to go its like 5 now and im about to throw chunks... later players [10:31a.m.] ok im off to the dentist!...ill get stickers for everyone...and tooth brushes..i hope my dentist isnt old and creepy!..hahahha [12:45p.m.] ok so im back and stuff and like yeah..im depressed i have my first cavity..and its so sad..i try to take care of my teeth..but the dentist said its not because i dont take care of them its because i have deep molars...and i need to get this shit put in them...blah wtf ever it still pisses me off..oh well i guess...sorry guys i didnt get tooth brushes for everyone i got one for nick..cuz i told him id get him one..its strawberry shortcake...and i got some floss and some tooth paste..im lucky...and my dh was awesome he was talking to me and shit while he was picking at my teeth..and he was telling about about tarter...it was pretty awesome..i think i want to be a dh..its a cool ass job..you get to take xrays and shit..i almost asked them if i coul have the other xray....because i want to do something crafty with it..oh well...im going to bed..later players.. -Megan

nick said he misses me... were spending "quality time" this week. this better go good...or else ¢¾Megan(;

so..this weekend was the worst weekend ever.. went to jordans..and i hate everyone over there now...on sat went to nicks house because i couldnt stand being at jordans.. What happened at Nicks.. 1.mikey was falling asleep on the fouton on the pourch and i could hear him breathing.. 2.i met roger..and hes the best cat in the world. 3.ted woke nick up with bongo drum music over the pa down stairs.. 4.nick came downstairs(where me and mikey was) and said "what the fuck.whos here" and he was in his boxers...and a hat and some argyl sock... 5.austin and nick took a shower together..they was doing penis dances and pissing on each other..me and mikey went in there i saw austin but not nick hahaha and before they knew we were in there they nick said "you peed on my butthole"....how gay are they?.but i love them. 6.i was waiting on my mom to get there..and mikey austin and nick went outside to the trampoline...and the front door was locked and i couldnt get out so i had to go ask them if the screen door was unlocked..i was so scared to walk around in that back yard...cuz if you dont know..nick poops outside...AND I didnt want to step in his shit.. 7.they practice..and im in awe of them...new elijah is so awesome..and they are awesome people so it makes it 09275987698 times better 8.i sit with roger until my mom gets there..then i leave.. theend. i didnt go to the show..because i was tired and i just didnt want to get sad..im ok now..just a little pissed...so im gonna go back to sleep..i slept for about 24 hours..how awesome..yeah i know lame..later.

dont ask me why i made my diary nintendo.. but it all started out at jakes house...when i was drunk and wanted to play duck hunt..and i would take shots between rounds..and he had the nerve to tell me i cheated PFFT.! me:i love duck hunt but i cheat andy:what do you mean you cheat me:i put the gun up to the screen... andy:thats not cheating thats just the easy way. haha i love that kid...hes so awesome anyways...i have a feeling..im not sure..but im going to have to say i havea feeling me and nick are going to get close again...im tired of the competition..and he said it himself..he has feelings for me..and maybe its nikki that needs to back up on the lovey dovey bullshit shes trying to pull...im obviously not going to give up that easy..because like ive said before..nick is awesome and id do anything for him...hes my poopies... duh FUCKERS..ok im out... hope you like the diary...it makes me feel good haha |---------------------| i felt like writeing more today...ug im so sad that i couldnt go stay the night at ashlees house tonight..and morgans..i dunno..i didnt have a ride...POOOOP...oh well..i miss all of my friends..and if things dont go good with me and nick im going away....to FL....i will miss everyone..but i want to start over. me and mikey are talking about how gay people are when they change for other people..for relationships..ive never changed for a relationship..and ive never really changed for someone..me not smokeing weed as much as i used to is my choice.."youre fucking stupid if you quit smokeing..sxe is gay"..yeah thats what mikey said..but its my choice..and im tired of doing boring shit all the fucking time.. i tried to go back to school..but they wouldnt let me..so i walked around for about an hour and a half with my old buddy daryell..we went and see our old teachers and i ran into a few kids that i was in classes with...im not going to lie..i miss school..and most of all i miss the stupid shit i used to do in school.. |stealing ducks eggs.stand up the the retards that got picked on.getting lots of free lunch.stupid boys hitting on me.makeing fun of people at my lunch table...skipping class and not getting caught.gym class.etc| ..yeah i miss it all..but i MIGHT go back in the fall...who knows...or i might just get my ged like mr.moralas told me to do... ashlees going to rehab on monday...i would like to be there for her before she goes..but i have a dentist.appt...i miss her alot..and the fun shit we used to do...id have to say hanging out with her was the best time of my life..i had so much fun..she honesly is and was my best friend of all time..even tho we had our diffrences..i still love that girl to death..shes the only person that i can fully be stupid with..WE HAVE DONE SOME DUMB ASS SHIT....let me tell you...haha-remember that time i brought over that chick nedra..and you thought she was hot..but we went outside and had a snowball fight and you smacked her in the face really hard with a snow ball and made her face red.....or the time when we got drunk at rogers and i tried to have sex with everyone cuz i was so drunk?...-i miss ash...alot..and im sorry we fought all the time..but what couple doesnt fight.lol...yeah i said it... and i cant forget about the famous jessica..shes my best friend too..we never argue..and such..shes so awesome and i love herrrr! and naffen too..cuz hes mah hunny bunny!..haha yeah im done for now ill probably write more later.. xoxo Megan |-----------------| yeah i decided to write more again...im on the phone with mikey right now listening to the dresden dolls..so things are pretty cool..we are talking about electric fences and shit..haha..oh shit we are talking about legs..and mikey has the best legs in world and he said "how can my legs be hot they are fat.." i said 'pfft if you think you have fat legs look at mine'..."but its ok for girls to have fat legs..well i think its ok"...'so youre saying i have nice legs mikey'.. haha me and him him have the best conversations ever... i miss nick the more i think about it the more depressed i get..im tired of being hurt.but he said he still has feelings for me so im going to continue to talk to him..but more like a friend..i need to be more of a friend than a bitchy gf type person..no weve never went out..but ive heard from a few people that he was going to ask me out before...but i dont know what happened...i miss him so much but ill get to see him this weekend and im excited:)... spring break is coming up soon and i have a feeling im going to be staying at jordans alot...i want to clean his house so damn bad...its so disgusting..but its ok..i guess..its not disgusting..just messy..and im a clean freak so things are weird..but i love all of the boys from the garage..and its going to be hella fun..i plan on sleeping in a tent sometime soon...haha.. i love camping..but most of all i love shows.. speaking of shows... ELIJAH SAT MARCH 19 THE EMERSON THEATER 7 BUCKS 7PM..everyone should go.. yeah im done again..but im sure ill write more soon -Megan

XxKoolxBeansxX: to be honest i really do not know why nikki goes and says that shit to you XxKoolxBeansxX: like it really pissed me off vag x deferens: yeah.well it pisses me off you didnt tell me that you didnt have feelings for me anymore vag x deferens: it really hurt me alot. XxKoolxBeansxX: i do vag x deferens: you do. vag x deferens: ? XxKoolxBeansxX: yes sir vag x deferens: :-) vag x deferens: damn vag x deferens: then why am i so depressed? XxKoolxBeansxX: dunno vag x deferens: haha vag x deferens: me neither vag x deferens: hm vag x deferens: well vag x deferens: what about nikki....dont you like her? XxKoolxBeansxX: shes a cool ass girl XxKoolxBeansxX: but we are just friends vag x deferens: shes a bitch to me vag x deferens: and i honesly dont like her.i talked to her vag x deferens: and shes stupid vag x deferens: haha XxKoolxBeansxX: lol ya she is that vag x deferens: well from what she told me.........she said you guys was talking about going out again...and that i should just back off vag x deferens: so i did XxKoolxBeansxX: LMAO never happened XxKoolxBeansxX: you there vag x deferens: yeah sorry i go kicked off vag x deferens: did you say something? XxKoolxBeansxX: i said LMAO never happened vag x deferens: omg vag x deferens: that pisses me off so bad vag x deferens: she made me hate you and everything vag x deferens: im a idiot vag x deferens: well then. vag x deferens: i dunno vag x deferens: i dont know what to do. vag x deferens: or say vag x deferens: are you there? XxKoolxBeansxX: what did you hate me vag x deferens: i was mad because i though you just like forgot about me out of no where. vag x deferens: and i thought that everything you said to me wasnt true vag x deferens: its like...i dunno yeah how about that kids. i have no fucking clue what to do..someone fill me in.

im just going to keep trying..im not going to give up that easy..why cant i just be happy?..but i want him to be happy with me..he means everything to me..i just want things go good..god he really means E V E R Y T H I N G to me..yeah i wish i could see him more often..i just want to be with him...to know hes mine..and that no one else can feel and have and feelings that are shared..hmm..things are getting a little saucy....but all in all i feel more for him than ever and i think that its going to grow..but i just want him to be mine..hm..hes my poopies duh niggers!..hopefully i get to hang out with him this weekend.... so yeah..tiffany had her baby and such...her name is nevaeh luna...thats so pretty...i havent seen the baby yet but hopefully ill get to go over there today after my dr appt..i was at the hospital with her..but her grandma was pissing me off..she was being anooying as hell..and she kept asking me what the contractons looked like on the monitor..pffy what a dick...haha..oh well... things at home are looking ok..i wish people would come over and spend the night::cough NICK cough::..lol...i think im done smokeing weed...its getting pretty boring..and there is no point..im just going to drink alot..and i mean ALOT...i cant say im not going to miss getting high..but getting high is so lame..and it makes you fat :).... so yeah i keep missing badn practice..im such a loser..i can never find a ride..plus im really lazy..and shy...and such.. jesus christ i miss nick..i seen hm sat but he didnt act like he wanted to hang out oh well....meh later players...

yeah this song is awesome..i know... poop:(

Kingston Falls +elijah+ They've Shot Flannnigan The Inheritance THe House Effect Sat. March 19th Emerson Theater $7 7 p.m. all ages naggers! come and bring alot of people duh!....cuz foltz is back in elijah!

SmokyNizuts : hey SmokyNizuts : brb SmokyNizuts : were all tryin to shit SmokyNizuts : and no toilet paper. goXaheadXshoot : lol goXaheadXshoot : omfg you guys are idiots SmokyNizuts : yep goXaheadXshoot : hah goXaheadXshoot : im jk goXaheadXshoot : i think its funny SmokyNizuts : heh SmokyNizuts : it is. goXaheadXshoot : where are you poopin? SmokyNizuts : everywhere. goXaheadXshoot : haha goXaheadXshoot : what goXaheadXshoot : on the floor? goXaheadXshoot : thats insane SmokyNizuts : yeh goXaheadXshoot : w-e goXaheadXshoot : liar SmokyNizuts : in our pants and shit goXaheadXshoot : haha goXaheadXshoot : are you serious SmokyNizuts : this is foltz and yes very goXaheadXshoot : oh ok goXaheadXshoot : lol goXaheadXshoot : are you going to poop your pants? SmokyNizuts : o i already pooped goXaheadXshoot : in your pants.... goXaheadXshoot : ? SmokyNizuts : lol no in the toilet SmokyNizuts : i was getting my haircut and the lady decked me in the head with a blow dryer SmokyNizuts : it was insane goXaheadXshoot : OMG goXaheadXshoot : you got your hair cut. goXaheadXshoot : now im shaveing my shit bald SmokyNizuts : ya i look fashionxcore as hell goXaheadXshoot : well hot damn SmokyNizuts : it doent look bad goXaheadXshoot : im going to shave that shit goXaheadXshoot : i dont care! goXaheadXshoot : i liked your hair goXaheadXshoot : do you like my hair? SmokyNizuts : yes goXaheadXshoot : cuz that shit is going to get shaved off! SmokyNizuts : liar goXaheadXshoot : blee goXaheadXshoot : swear goXaheadXshoot : ill have my brother do it goXaheadXshoot : ill just say i got cancer. goXaheadXshoot : not a problem SmokyNizuts : well g i jane was sexy goXaheadXshoot : haha goXaheadXshoot : oh lord goXaheadXshoot : i havea big head too SmokyNizuts : hahah goXaheadXshoot : its kinda triangular well...yeah....i love weird people

so yeah...lol i have banc practice tomorrow...i dont know if i want to be in a band or not...but it does sound fun...blee!.. drama over the weekend but its worked out now... i think i just need to sit back and stop talking...and actually think about whats going on and not assume things...and get teh facts straight..lol...i always need to do something...blah

haha oh man..they really do have some good moods on here... anyways...me and foltz are going to hang out on fri...hopefully..i talked to him last night for a couple hours...then this morning for a couple hours...he has to go to practice and then joes tonight...i fell really bad for him... and im so glad all the drama is behind me....im ready for a relationship. Love/Hate Megan

Comment from the entry *concerning the way it is bitch* this is nikki. (the girl you insist to talk shit about and yes i am Nick's ex- girlfriend and still a VERY good friend of his) If you have a problem with one of my best friends and myself say it to us. I dont understand how you think your going to be able to come between me&Nick. that will never happen. good luck trying but me&him will always have something with each other that NO ONE can replace. [brokenmelodies] I replyed... ok.i wouldnt talk shit about you for one if i didnt hear about you talking shit first.and dont you think if you and foltz had something you would still be together..you maybe friends..and i really dont care..im not trying to come between you..i could care less..but theres nothing there any more..but if you want to be stupid about everything..ill just say fuck you and your friends...its over..Megan [xxbloodbathxx] this is why i hate girls..and if her and fotlz had soemthing they would be together.. THEEND. suck it up pussy

so yeah..things are kinda good..im finally content with my life..and i know what i need to do...everything is comming togethere..and i really like foltz....and i really hope he likes me...meh its ok i guess...i miss my computer and jessica..... im gonna go..so yeah <33Megan

wow..im so excited... good things are going to happen soon!

im so bored. and ug..i dont even know...im fucking bored...damn it.. this is some stupid shit.. and i dont feel good this sucks so bad. bleh!

so yeah good times;/