This place is really boring... BUT I AM VERY EMOTIONALLY DRAINED RIGHT NOW...and bored...

i don't think i will be writing anymore entr's cuz this place is really boring ...but i will be checking to see if anybody leaves me comments so ttyl bye....

this site is starting to get really friggan boring...

i don't feel good at all so i came home from school early and ya i'm tired and my stomach hurts and the last couple days i am kinda depressed cuz the kid i like likes one of my friends and she told him that she could not go out with him b-cuz she would never hurt me like that and then she talked to him for me and she was like "do u like her at all?" and he was like "no" and then he was like "only as a friend." and she was like "would you ever go out with her again?" and he was like "probably not" and then i cried alittle and then i have just been kinds depressed i think i might cry again... i seriously love him so much.

yesterday i went to the deerfield fair at like 3:00p and i walked around with my mom for a little bit and then i met up with tiffany and kevin and we walked around for a little bit and i got a playboy bunny airbrush tattoo and it lasts for about 4-5 days, i got a clatter ring, i got a tiffany's style necklace with my name engraved in it and i got a pink feather boa...and i went on some rides and stuff. i went on the round-up thingy and i have always been so scared to go on it but i went on it and i didn't even hold on it was wicked fun. i also went on this thing called the tilt-a-whirl and i was scared to go on that but i did and it turned out to be fun...so i think i am gettin rid of some of my fears... when we were waiting in line to go on the ferris wheel we met up with caylin and alexis and there to guy friends, and we all went on the ferris wheel and when we were at the top of the ferris wheel i called kyle (the kid i like) and i talked to him for a few mins but he was hangin out with some of his friends so i let him go but i had fun last night... and i got home around 10:30p

I like this kid and he kept on looking at me today and it made me like him even more i like everything about him, i love his smile, his EYES(they are so beautiful and they are blue), his personality, his body, the way he acts,his attitude....i just love being around him everytime i am i get butterflies in my stomach and i just want him to hold me but i realize that wont happen...(atleast right then/now) i seriously do miss everything about him and being with him...

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Take the quiz: "Do You Really Miss Him?"You are missing him badly...I truely know how you feel. Ling story, but I know, it hurts. You just want to cry alone in your room and leave the world behind. But at the same time, all you truely want is him back. There may be nothing you can do now, but just give it some time and see what happens. Im working on the same thing right now. Just remember, there are lots of other greta people out there who want you too. Try giving them some attention. You never know what may happen .....KrYsTaL's B-dAy.....

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MARIAH CAREY LYRICS "Shake It Off" [Chorus] I gotta shake it off Cause the loving ain't the same And you keep on playing games Like you know I'm here to stay I gotta shake it off Just like the Calgon commercial I really gotta get up outta here And go somewhere I gotta shake it off Gotta make that move Find somebody who Appreciates all the love I give Boy I gotta shake it off Gotta do what's best for me Baby and that means I gotta shake it off By the time you get this message It's gonna be too late So don't bother paging me 'Cause I'll be on my way See, I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes Just ask your momma she knows You're gonna miss me baby Hate to say I told you so Well at first I didn't know But now it's clear to me You would cheat with all your freaks And lie compulsively So I packed up my Louis Vuitton Jumped in your ride and took off You'll never ever find a girl Who loves you more than me [Chorus] I gotta shake it off Cause the loving ain't the same And you keep on playing games Like you know I'm here to stay I gotta shake it off Just like the Calgon commercial I really gotta get up outta here And go somewhere I gotta shake it off Gotta make that move Find somebody who Appreciates all the love I give Boy I gotta shake it off Gotta do what's best for me Baby and that means I gotta shake it off [Bridge] I gotta shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it Off... I found out about a gang Of your dirty little deeds With this one and that one By the pool, on the beach, in the streets Heard y'all was Hold up my phone's breakin' up I'ma hang up and call the machine right back I gotta get this off of my mind You wasn't worth my time So I'm leaving you behind Cause I need a real love in my life Save this recording because I'm never coming back home Baby I'm gone Don't cha know [Chorus] I gotta shake it off Cause the loving ain't the same And you keep on playing games Like you know I'm here to stay I gotta shake it off Just like the Calgon commercial I really gotta get up outta here And go somewhere I gotta shake it off Gotta make that move Find somebody who Appreciated all the love I give Boy I gotta shake it off Gotta do what's best for me Baby and that means I gotta shake it off [Bridge] [Chorus] [Bridge]

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i am bored right now and in a little bit i am going ova my cuzins to babysit like all weekend so that will be fun! yay not really but w/e well i dunno know what to write plus i gotta go soon so pce out...i love you...U KNOW WHO U R!

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ya well today was boring as usual and ya...i still can't stop thinkin about that certain someone and it is driving me crazy...well ya anyways i had a boring day at school today too and my teacher kept pissin me off cuz when we were takin notes my friggan teacher kept standing right in front of me and if i moved my head he moved to where i was trying to look it pissed me off errr... and w/e pce ttyl bye!!!

today i am in a wierd mood and it's annoying and ya anyways schhol was wierd and in citizens "he" kept looking at me then flirting with 2 other girls so that really got me pissed off...ok and then he wants to know whats wrong??????? well he should already know b-cuz he knows i still like him and he does shit to make me jelous and it works...w/e bye

so ya me and tiffany's boyfriend are not really getting along to well i hate how he is to her and other shit and i hate how i can never just hang out with her like it used to be before they went out...i hate how he is always around and when we plan to hang out just us he surprisingly shows up i also hate how if he wants to hang out with her by himself she doesn't invite me over (most of the time, it's not the fact that she doesn't invite me over it's the fact that if he wants to hang out alone they usually do but if i wanna hang out alone with her we NEVER DO) and they get to hang out but no when i wanna hang out with her she invites him over(or like i said he randomly shows up) and when she wants to just hang out with me he gets mad at her so ya as u can see he is controlling(NOT in an abusive real bad way) and it still is not good though...anyways i want her to be happy (obviously i mean she is my best friend)and i wouldn't do anything to screw that up but if shit like this keeps going on we are barely even ever gonna like hang out anymore and w/e if it makes her happy when she with him ok...they can be together as much as they want but i can tell it doesn't make her happy( most of the time)...w/e.......(tiffany)you have to see where i am coming from when i say all this think of it as the opposite way..how would you feel?...we have been friends for about 9 years so just don't forget that...pce luv ya!

right now i am babysittin at my aunts and chattin on the computer i am pretty bored and ya..........................................................................................................................i don't know what to write...i have school tomorrow...and i have to babysit till about 8:00pm tonight and right now it is only 1:04pm and ya so i got a while to go and i am babysittin a 5 year old and an 8 month old.........so ya it is not that fun.

i am in publications class right now and i am really bored...i just had to go take pictures for the yearboo0k and stuff and noow i have nothing to do and there is like 15 mins. left.