Listening to: Lola Ray
Mamma mia, it has been far too long.
How are you, pretty?
I suppose you could say I'm getting by, but you didn't ask did you? February flew by, it's crazy how my calendar claims that it's March. Oh well.
Tonight I went over to my friend's house because she said I just had to see "I heart Huckabees." It actually was quite good, very very philosophical.
Now I sit and wonder why people bother with love and romance. It really isn't real and I know I'm being negative here, but come on. Who's in love? Love is a crappy word that was invented by an asshole. Wow, I need to talk to someone. badly.
My mother told me today that I was a mistake. Yay! Mistake rhymes with lake which is what I would like to drown in right now.
Stupid diary, how dare you allow me admit all of this. You people don't care, do you? I'm just some kid with an abnormal name.
On another note, el band and I played a show the other night and afterwards this girl approaches me and says, "I like your shoes." Assuming she was making a reference to Bright Eyes I replied, "Thanks can I follow you?" She didn't get it.
People are toxic fumes in which I choke on.
I like Bright Eyes sometimes, especially when I think sad things ;) I was supposed to be a boy or not even here because of all the miss-carrages my mother had.
Don't feel left out, cheer up :D
If a guy said that back to me I think I would surely have an orgasm because it would mean he actually has good taste(according to me) in music.
Why would your mom say that?? Aw well I was born out of wedlock..I think that's how you say it. But I didn't find out until like a couple weeks ago and it's not that big of a deal but theres some other stuff that goes along with it.