I wrote this a while ago and found it in my other diary today. I decided I would put it in here! Just friends What a depressing thought A stranger More now than not The rain Soaked to the skin Decisions Where to begin Thoughts Won't come to me Like waves Just like the sea Those words Can't take them back Your reasons Something I lack Now water Wash things away Forgotten Whats left to say A ghost You're there but not A dream A passing thought Confusion My paradise Abandoned Left to realize The sky The darkest gray With thoughts How much they weigh Thunder Ignoring me Lightning Now I can't see Pouring Holes in the sky This storm My lullaby

ok i know it took forever, but i wrote another song. woo. [verse 1] She got in a fight today So she packs up and runs away She doesn't see the people that love her She only sees the ones that hate Now she wanders lost And far away She couldn't even tell you Her own name She gives up And falls to the ground She's breaking down As she screams aloud [chorus] So take me back to who i was before Back to everything once more Pick me up from off this floor I'm waiting for you Back to my confidence Back to me promises Back to that life i led I'm waiting for you So take me back [verse 2] He thinks that he Is doing something wrong His parents will hit him And he will cry on His parents are fighting He thinks its his fault His momma has left And his daddy's been shot He thinks back to when His family was whole He wonders why The good times had to go Now he is lost He falls to the ground He chokes back his tears As he screams aloud [chorus] [Bridge] You will see me live again You bring me back to life You are the only one for me You, i'm waiting for you so yea. it doesn't really have a name. but whatever. it sounds better when its sung than when it's read....

when nothing seems to go just right or you just can't fall asleep at night when you feel like nothings worth the fight remember that i love you when the sky goes and turns to gray when the sunny turns into a rainy day or when you can't quite find the words to say remember that i love you when our talking turns into shouting screams and we have nightmares instead of dreams when life is harder than it seems remember that i love you you have been well worth the wait some people would've called it fate you were close to being to late but still remember that i love you

love this song... Everything is Alright by Motion City Soundtrack Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Give me a reason to end this discussion, To break with tradition. To fold and divide. Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes, Talking with strangers, waiting in line.. I'm through with these pills that make me sit still. "Are you feeling fine?" Yes, I feel just fine. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires Or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling.. Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire! I used to rely on self-medication, I guess I still do that from time to time. But I'm getting better at fighting the future, "Someday you'll be fine.." Yes, I'll be just fine. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Give me a reason (I don't believe a word) To end this discussion (of anything I've heard) To break with tradition (they tell me that it's not so hard) To fold and divide (it's not so hard) So let's not get carried (away with everything) Away with the process (from here to in-between) of elimination (the long goodbye) I don't want to waste your time. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. (Alright) Tell me that you're alright, (Hi, everything's great) Yeah everything is alright. (Everything's fine) Oh please tell me that you're alright, (Hi, everything's great) Yeah everything is alright. (Everything's fine) [x4]

ok i took a song by superchick and i wrote new verses for it....so yea.. the siren's so loud it rings in your ears but its too late to take back her tears no you can't fix her now she lays on the ground there is a message that says that she loves you more than the own air shes breathes [chorus] So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it’s all crashing down You stand through the pain You won’t drown And one day what’s lost can be found You stand in the rain you watched her drown you held out your hand but she couldn't see through her own tears she felt so alone she was lost in the pain and nobody noticed that she needed help to go on so she slipped away [chorus] So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it’s all crashing down You stand through the pain You won’t drown And one day what’s lost can be found You stand in the rain

ok im sorry that i havn't updated! i really am..but i've been busy with other stuff...but i will put in some stuff in the near future

ok people i know its shocking but i wrote another song today lol i'll put it in here as soon as i get the chance so you won't have to wait long! lol kenzie

heres a cool song by a band you've probably never heard of.... really free by seven glory I see you walk Stumble and fall You look just like me Something inside Something you hide That paralyzes your mind Believe it or not Everything that you got is not because of you You've got to see and you've got to believe There's nothing you can do, but he can Come just as you are If you could see what's inside of me Then you'd know what it takes to be Reaching out for what you cannot see Well, are you really free? It's easy to see It's bigger than me Just look where I've come from If you want the truth Stop looking to you Cause you'll never see it through, but he can Come just as you are It's not enough to say that you love And not go through with it You've got to see it's bigger than me There's nothing you can do without Him If you could see what's inside of me Than you'd know what it takes to be Reaching out for what you cannot see so yea.....its pretty good!! kenzie

ok i guess the new name for that last poem thing is "Lucky, lucky sophie" given by...well sophie! hm....well ok then! kenzie

hey! i know its been forever scince i've writen anything of interest so here ya go!!i wrote this at miriahs party!! lol lucky lucky sophies already read it! haha it doesn't really have a name haha so you can drop a sugestion and ill pick my fav. hahaha I call you but your not there thats nothing new cause you don't care but don't worry ill wait and cry ill pro'bly fail but at least i try but i wish that i could get you back nothings quite the same now that your gone now i guess that you have move on i wish that you loved me the way that i loved you iknow that your gone, but i can't move on too and i wish that i could get you back i see you i flashback your something that i lack theres a hole you can fill if you ask you know i will and i wish that i could get you back haha it gets kinda funky at the end haha oh well! so yea! there ya go! haha

hey! sorry i havn't writen in here FOREVER! :S i have a poem or two that arn't in here so i might write them later.... kenzie

hey! heres 2 quotes that i like a lot! The cruelest lies are often told in silence... Roses are red, Violets are blue, Sugar is sweet, And so are you. But the roses are wilted The violets are dead. The sugar bowl's empty, And my wrists are stained red. i really like those but idk who made them up! kenzie

hey sorry i haven't updated in a while....im kinda busy with school so i can't write much.....sorry kenzie

hello heres 2 poems i wrote last night... "Not Sorry About the Rest..." My guilt is gone I've moved on I don't know why I didn't even cry You were my friend That's at it's end He's just like you Says the wrong things too Don't call me names I won't play games I may be immature But I don't want a lecture Welcome to high school Controling dramam is a good tool To bad you don't have it But who says you couldn't That wasn't a dis I just say it as it is We've been falling apart Since the very start I'm sorry this caused so much stress But I'm not sorry about the rest "I'm sorry" I'm sorry about the lies You couldn't see it in my eyes Your confused again You wonder how long its been I've sinned to long I knew it was wrong I don't know why And it made me cry No I promised me Can't you see? I continue to lie No matter how hard I try I'm sorry, I really am Please don't ask when it began I think of what I said I'm way over my head I would love to here"it's ok" But I know it's not ok Not at all I'm sorry well yea....there they are kenzie

hello heres a poem i wrote.....idk why it doesn't mean anything lol Believe her eyes She's hiding her lies Afraid if she's caught Love her, you'll not She loves her best friend She'll fight 'til the end He doesn't know She loves him so Her heart, she cant sort And times running short It's time to confess Her lies unless He loves her too It's to good to be true But don't you doubt They ARE going out How splendid and great They went on a date Sturdy as a rafter And happily ever after! But can this be? It's another lie you see.... kenzie

hello another song i love :) scars by papa roach chorus: I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help to fix myself Your making me insane All I can say is chorus I tried to help you once A kiss will only vise I saw you going down But you never realized That your drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last dance chorus I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause your drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life chorus x2

hello my heart is broken in three one part for the boy i cant have one part for me (what my brain says is right) and one part for the boy who has already broken it twice kenzie.....

hey im writing a new song......its called normal.....im not very far....actually i barely started......... ill put more on here when i write some more.........but its just sorta about how i hate being called things like rich or skinny....not that those are bad its just.........they get annoying...............and then i feel bad..............so yea...... face left........aka kenzie p.s. well i sorta stopped working on that song and im working on a differnt song instead..........its called You

i've always loved this poem ever since the first time i heard it.... 10 things I hate about you poem I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. well isn't that grand............ kenzie aka face left

hello i finished my second song! so here it is my people lol One Red Rose [Verse 1] It seems like everyday I turn more into what i hate Some scars can heal with time But for some scars it's just too late You and me could clash at any moment And you and me are fighting again oh great We are total opposites I guess we're here by fate [Chorus] One red rose for those who are dying And one red rose for those who are crying And one red rose for those who are lying And one red rose for, one red rose for me [Verse 2] You can say anything you want But I won't give up this time I know you will be mad But guess what im not even sad You and me could go on for hours And you and me are opinionated I don't feel like talking to you I'll be happy and you'll be blue [Chorus] One red rose for those who are dying And one red rose for those who are crying And one red rose for those who are lying And one red rose for, one red rose for me [Bridge] One red rose And one red rose And one red rose And one red rose for, one red rose for me and there you have it my new song........ kenzie