WHERE IS IT? what you ask? THE HEART OF GOD?! Have we become so entangled in doctrin that we have forgoten our heart twords God and others? Our supposed friends, brothers and sisters in christ. I found Lou's sermon last sunday to be convicting for myself. But more than that I can only pray that the heart of the message was recieved. I have been torn between 2 families. All because of the matters of the christian heart! or the lack thereof. I am almost not suprised that a month has gone by and almost no one has noticed. Where are the friends, the brothers and sisters. My heart truely weeps. I cannot describe the anguise I feel. Let no one ever consider themselves saved because they have done thier checklist and marked it twice. Are we not to get our hands dirty for the sake of Christ? Are we not to inconvienance ourselves to serve the cause of Christ? But what is easier? To say I have done my bit, laid down the truth and now it is in God's hands? Or to get down and explain the truth, to spend time presenting a christian witness to those who do not understand it? To have patience and endure some manner of discomfort to insure we have done our part in witnessing? How quick are we to point the finger at someone elses sin and say " look at him! He is far worse than me! I must be fairly holy." The heart of a christian that should not be!!! For there is no humblness in that heart. And humility is necesary to denial of ones self. The gossip continues around and around. Damaging the ears of all those that hear. The lies spread till deciet is the only truth known. where is our hospitality? Do we truely practice what we preach. Or is it easier to pratice it to those who we allready know, instead of extending a hand to those who are so near yet so far? My heart is crying out. I know no one understands, but this is a issue. To go on like the sermon last week was just another sermon like any other would be skirting an issue gone unchecked. I pray, all of you consider again the scriptures read, the words spoken in truth. Things have gone on unnoticed too long. GOD Grant us mercy and understanding. Im sorry but I must be 007 about this, I say what I do because my heart crys so. The circumstances of the past few months has come full circle and I see no change. Glory to God in the Highest!