ok so once again i am going to try to write in this every day. or atleast once a week or something. i have more shit to write about now. ok so yeh, the person i loved has something with someone else or something like that, or maybe just made a mistake. at first, i was crying and blah blah blah and going psycho. i guess i over reacted. after all, we wernt going out so she didnt cheat on me or anything like that. i just thought we had something more special than that. i sat around depressed for a little while. blah so later tonight i feel alot better. and the more i thought about it, i realized that i could seriously give a shit. while i wasted my time trying to win her back, i might have missed so many oppertunities, and thats just the truth. shes a great person, just not right for me i guess. so depression has left me, no hard feelings, maybe its a good thing, right? right. im not going to worry, or think about her, or focus on her. im moving on, with someone new, someone who wants to be with me and feels about me how i feel about them. someone i havnt met yet. but i am in college, and the oppertunities are currently limitless. i am taking this whole situation as a learning experience. shit happens. at first you feel like you will never find anyone like the person who has hurt you, but then u do find another person, and they make you forget about what you like in the firt person anyway. im not looking for relationships, they suck. im just saying that if i meet a girl, by all means, she can have my number. i will treat her how a girl is supposed to be treated, instead of being an asshole just to get her to cringe off my every movement and worry all that time. after all, thats not what true relationships are abuot...right? right. [straight up]