today was nice. me and jordanne and jessica had a little summer tea party at my house and we talked and we bounced and we ate jaffa cakes. it was fun! i miss them! everyone still in relationships, some even getting fed up and theres single little old me as usual with no one to moan about or love. i have to get up early in the mornin to take my grandma to the airport- shes goin to spain to see my cousins, i wish i could go back...i miss charlie (my cousin) shes just like me and i hate not being able to see her all the time. anyway, getting up early means that me and mum can get a head start at hitting the shops. which everyone no's i luv to do!! on friday nite i ''broke it off'' with someone who i like and have been flirtin with for ages. i really like him but i never get the feeling he likes me as much and besides, he doesnt no what he wants. i just felt like back up for when any other relationships that he has fails. y'no so then he'd turn to me. i want something better than that. i think i deserve something better than that now. anyway *yawns* must get to bed!! xxxxxx