hey pplz. whats going on? nmh nuggas. i am doing good hope ya'll are too. i am almost finished with my junior year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah. um...lets see. i am single right now. i did end up going out with jason but we broke up the day before our 1 month anniversary. because i never got to see him and he thought i was cheating on him because i went to a party with some friends and one of the guys got drunk and started flashing his dick to everyone. lol. so now i am trying to get back together with my ex dj because well..........lots of reasons but we are delaying it cuz he might be a father. we arent sure and wont be until the baby is born and they can do paternity test. so we are both walking on pins and needles. well, this is long enough for now so i will let ya'll go away now. lol. talk to you guys later.

Hey all. It has been a while since i have written on here. I am currently single but have a prospect lurking on the front. His name is Jason and he is 19. He lives in Prescott Valley(which is about 30 miles from where i live) and he is such a hottie!!!!!! And he is a virgin which is a big thing! (cuz so am i) Um......school is going pretty good. I am passing all classes. I only have 3 finals this semester. English, chemistry, and history. the rest of my classes are aide classes and my math which is on a computer (cbi) well, g2g.

hey all. i havent written on here in a long time!!! um...not much going on. I have a car now. and i have a job again. i work at sonic in the mall. shit g2g. the teacher is coming!

hey all. i am in the library right now and i am trying to not hit tweeder and dj. ya know the song "santa claus is coming to town"? well, they made up a really mean version about me. thank god they just left. well, my turkey day was good. i was in texas from wed to sun. i had dinner with family on thursday with family and i had dinner with more family on saturday. let me tell you, the 18 hr drive bk from texas........dont do it. fly. much easier. and less boring. i hope. i have never been on a plane before. oh well. sorry this is so short but i g2g.

this is a response to the entry on nov 7th. The Wildcats did not win state. We lost by 6. But in BB, we won our first game 74-44

Hey all. whats going on? vince and i are talking about going bk out but we dont really know. He is at home sick right now. He came to school yesterday with a 101 fever. I could have killed him. I gave him my hoodie for 6th and 7th hour and he was more worried about me getting in trouble for my cheer top (which has no sleeves) then getting warm enough to let his fever come down. He almost blacked out in 4th hour. He almost had to have someone come and get me so I could call 911. He didnt want anyone but me to take care of him. well, thats enough of that. HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYONE!!!!!! Well, in 2 days it will be. I wont be writing for a while because I will be in Texas and not around a computer. g2g. love ya'll. byez

P.S. WE'RE GOING TO STATE!!!!!!!!!!! GO WILDCATS ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont know what is going on. The more i force john into my mind, the more i wanna be with vince. i dont know what is wrong with me. and i catch him looking at me when i am acting like i am happy. i dont know what to do. and i dont know how john feels on the whole sex-type subject thing. btw.........john is my new bf. he is 19 and he lives in camp verde. his lil bro michael is going out with miranda. if anyone reads this, plz PLZ give me some advice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i could use it.

hey all. we won the game on friday. it was great. 44-0. Wildcats rule!!!!!!! I went to my stupid pancake breakfast but had to leave early cuz I had shit to do in town. that sucked. vince started hugging me.........alot. yeah. that confused the hell out of me. but it was cool. the big speakers in the multipurpose room stopped working so Waller got really pissed. that was even funnier. later on saturday i went camping and............vince was there. he was being all lovey dovey and i knew that if i didnt get away from him that i would make a total fool out of myself or i would do something that we would both regret later. so, mia and i hid in the girls tent. yay us. made everyone else think that we had gone walking. it was even funnier when we came walking out of the tent.

Hey all. Today is the first game of the state playoffs. I hope we win. If we win today then next saturday we (the cheerleaders) get to go. If we win next saturday then it is the state game in phnx and we get to go. if we win state then the coaches (both football and cheer) are gonna throw a huge party. i cant wait. but i have a fashion show that im supposed so be in on saturday and i dont know if im gonna have the time. Tomorrow i have to be up at 6:30 am for a stupid pancake breakfast at my school. It is one of the fist fundraisers that we are doing for our trip to DC in June. Mr. Waller (my history and choir teacher) is our sponsor. The following people are going: me, Jennifer, David, Vince, Jeremiah, Robert, Billy, and Bubba. (Bubba's name is Brian but we call him bubba cuz he thinks he is southern.) After my pancake breakfast, I have to go into town with my mom. I have to get my fitting for the fashion show (incase I do go) at Fashion Bug. Then I have to drive back into Dewey-Humboldt and get a dog for United Animal Friends. My mom and I are transporters for UAF. Tomorrow we have to take a dog named Baxter to Petco so he can be adopted. Last weekend we took a dog named Joe. He was adopted by a newly married man and woman. We took Baxter to a thing in Sedona called Petapolooza. That was a big deal. We were there for about 6 hours. Alright. i guess this is long enough. I will write more later. *a slashed wrist, a broken cry. Leave me alone I want to die. Too many pills mixed with wine. Alone in a room I run out of time.

does anyone really understand life. i mean if we are here to help others then what are the others here for? i sometimes want to die and i dont know why. i get depressed and then im fine. i need to straighten out some shit and then i need to straighten out the rest of my life.

I hate men. I hate my ex boyfriend. he and i broke up about a week ago and now he is going out with this bitchy ass freshman. She is so much shorter than him and she has AIDS. I know that I shouldnt care but i still have strong feelings for him. And i know that they are going to sleep together at some point. She cant live with out it and if he knows that she is gonna give it up then he wont hesitate. Anyway. Enough bullshiting about that. I'm Amber. Not alot you need to know. I like alot of stuff. If you hear me talking about my friends is ok. (not talking about but saying who they are without alot of explanation). HAHAHAHA! Sorry. I am in school right now and Dj is lookin at trucks and he is actin like it is porn. omg. I dont know how guys can act like that. Oh well. I gotta go. I guess I will tell you guys about my boring life later. *A slashed wrist a broken cry. "Leave me alone I want to die." Too many pills mixed with wine. Alone in a room I run out of time.*