I dont know what is going on. The more i force john into my mind, the more i wanna be with vince. i dont know what is wrong with me. and i catch him looking at me when i am acting like i am happy. i dont know what to do. and i dont know how john feels on the whole sex-type subject thing. btw.........john is my new bf. he is 19 and he lives in camp verde. his lil bro michael is going out with miranda. if anyone reads this, plz PLZ give me some advice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i could use it.