I hate men. I hate my ex boyfriend. he and i broke up about a week ago and now he is going out with this bitchy ass freshman. She is so much shorter than him and she has AIDS. I know that I shouldnt care but i still have strong feelings for him. And i know that they are going to sleep together at some point. She cant live with out it and if he knows that she is gonna give it up then he wont hesitate. Anyway. Enough bullshiting about that. I'm Amber. Not alot you need to know. I like alot of stuff. If you hear me talking about my friends is ok. (not talking about but saying who they are without alot of explanation). HAHAHAHA! Sorry. I am in school right now and Dj is lookin at trucks and he is actin like it is porn. omg. I dont know how guys can act like that. Oh well. I gotta go. I guess I will tell you guys about my boring life later. *A slashed wrist a broken cry. "Leave me alone I want to die." Too many pills mixed with wine. Alone in a room I run out of time.*