i was on his shoulders
when i told him i loved him
that i had for a while now
said i thought he should know.
the words came so perfectly,
surprising my tongue on their way out,
like i was telling him hello.
i don't remember what he said back
because, like most dreams,
it skipped through the hard parts.
and, when i was in that dream, it felt so perfect.
but, here in reality, it kind of stings.