i am changing the way i think and i found a guy that i really like and that will make me a better person the only bad thing is that he doesnt want a girlfriend so i dont know what to do his name is matt and we made out 2 time and sleeped together over night at his house it was so much fun i am always happy when i am around him but i think he is getting sick of me telling him that i really like him because i was sitting in a chair and he was sitting on the couch and he was like you can caome sit by me but you cant start likeing me more and i went to sit by him but then he turned on porn so i got so horney i really like him i wish he wanted a girlfriend cuz i would totaly go out with him he is so sexy and sweet he isnt just for sex which is really nice but im gonna go watch a movie bye.....