it's 6:59 pm right now. It's dusk. Well moving was hard work, but I made it. I have a job, it sucks but it does it's duty, I can pay for cable internet and electricity, rent, etc. the ex boyfriend person is definitely not who i thought he was; he is married and his wife is beautiful. So um i must have something for saxists, because there is a guy at the church I've attended the last few sundays, and he's such a hottie. He plays the tenor sax, and he is a nerd. He gave me a hug the other day and I think he has romantic feelings or something for me, because his hug was that fraction of a second too long, and instead of patting my back like a friend hug or something, he rubbed my shoulder, and kept his hand on my back when the hug broke. i suck at life, i pay too much attention to these things. i'm just excited that someone out there might find me attractive.