it's now 9:43 a.m. the weather is sunny, but cold. All i really want right now is to shoot myself in the face. Really. I have no friends, my job sucks, and i am failing most of my classes. my life is pointless. I'm 21 for God's Sake, this is the time I'm supposed to have fun, get my groove on, travel, get married, i don't know. have some meaningful fulfillment. i decided to go on a trip to canada. I don't know where in Canada. but i'm going.