11. Caring Is Creepy

I hate him. I hate her. I hate them both. But I mostly hate myself.
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10. Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Listening to: GREEN DAY
Feeling: cranky
Wow. Rolling Stones and Beck. Amazing. School. Not amazing. Life. OK. Green Day. The thing that makes my life worth living. I don't know what to say. There's not really much to tell. Nothing really happens around here. <3
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9. Hands Down

Feeling: unique
Wow. I need to update more. Well, in about 9 hours, I will be in Hershey Stadium with my family (gag) to see Beck AND THE ROLLING STONES!! Hell yeah! I'll put up with my family if it means being rewarded with good music... So yesterday, we had the most un-pep pep rally in the history of pep rallies. The highlights of the pep rally were yelling "GO HOME FRESHMEN!" and some ugly fat kid streaking. It wasn't pretty, but it was funny as hell. Then I went to the big football game of the year with Nicole. Oh my gosh, what a BLAST!! I saw ... Mike (double gag)... there. I DO NOT WANT TO LIKE HIM ANYMORE. But it's so hard when your friends keep calling you a liar and/or asking you why and you really don't feel like explaining. To make it brief... I had a crush on him since the 8th grade. I'm now a sophomore. That is REALLY unhealthy. So... anyway... after Red Land kicked Cedar Cliff's ass, Nicole and I walked to McDonald's and got some fries. YUM! As we were walking out, Clayton (this fat perv who thinks we're his friends) tried to steal our fries and Nicole almost kicked him in the balls! I know that's so mean but if you knew Clayton, you'd want to too. Then we talked to these 8th graders from CV and Mechanisburg. (We thought they were freshmen!) I gave them my fries! Haha... So that's about it. ♥
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8. Fix You

Listening to: Coldplay
It's been four years. Wow. I feel so... small. I realize that anything can happen in a second. Stuck in reverse... I had my first soccer game of the season. We lost. Oh well. I think we did OK. I love this song. It's sad, but fills me up with this happy... emptiness. I can't explain it. Trying to explain this is like trying to explain falling in love. ♥
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7. Holiday

I HATE THIS FUCKING SCHOOL. They give us SO much homework, like we actually HAVE time to do it. You know, some of us have stuff to do! And then there's Whatshisface. That FUCKING bastard. I hope he rots in hell. Rawr. On a lighter note, they're doing a female version of The Odd Couple and I'm auditioning on Monday! Woo! Hopefully, I'll be in it. And tomorrow's picture day. Fun fun//not. Well. That's about it. ♥
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6. We Used To Be Friends

Listening to: The Dandy Warhols
Feeling: sinful
OK. More about Marlyn's first week of high school. Tuesday- Not much. I felt like crap. Wednesday- Went home sick. It was SO humid and I seriously thought I was going to pass out and/or barf. So I came home after first block. Thursday (today)- Stayed home. Felt worse and have been told I look pale. But now I'm feeling better, so it is all good. So. Mike. Yeah. Can't wait until he graduates. I will seriously laugh if he ever liked me at one point in time. Homecoming is October 15. I think I should ask this one guy who is in my lunch. He's got a mini mohawk. He's hot. =D. Haha. He probably has a girlfriend or something. Gotta go. Do homework. Bleh. ♥
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5. City Of The Damned

Listening to: Green Day
Feeling: depressed
GOD. I saw Mike 5 times today! God. That's 4 times too many! And the second time I saw him, we made eye contact and that COWARDLY bastard looked away. Rawr. Asshole. Yeah, that was basically my day. ♥
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4. Caring Is Creepy

Listening to: The Shins
Feeling: hyper
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I gotta go to BED for SCHOOL. Can you tell I'm just so READY? Haha, not. Green Day won Best Rock Video. Yay. I'll add more later. ♥
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3. Be My Escape

Feeling: agitated
Ha ha. What a day. Nicole and I headed to the high school so I could give her a tour. So we go to the office but they won't let us in. "Come back on Monday." WHAT.THE.FUCK. We START that day. Ugh... whatever. So I gave her a tour of the outside. Ha ha... what a day. Crazy... So tomorrow we're going to my dad's friend's annual pool party. Then Sunday, we might go shopping (we are very late people). I kind of don't want to go to school. But I do at the same time. I guess it's because I'm really super nervous. I hope there are some new people who moved here. I'm in need of new friends. I love my friends, don't get me wrong, but I wish I had new ones, to shake it up a bit. So... anyway. That's all. For now. ♥
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1. New Diary

Dear fellow sitDiarians: Remember Garbagestarr? Yup, this is my new diary. I'm gonna go change everything. ♥
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