well where do i start im upset and i feel slutty Everyone who can help plzz help i like 2 boys that both like me back and they will kill eachother for me.. i mean they are both nothing special but w.e i like them and i dont know who to choose 1st guy: Anthony 18 year old male. Acts like a little kid. hold my hand and calls me beautiful. doesnt want anything sexual.known him for 2 weeks and hasnt asked me out yet hasnt kissed me but loves me. not shy super cool. Non-virgin 2nd guy: Turner 14 year old male. Super great skater. Makes out with me in theater and acts like he wants nothing to do with me outside of the movies. loves me at school. wants to ask me out has a very sexual needs. super cute and just funny. Virgin. so yeah i know who i SHOULD choose but i dont know if i dont want to. I like them both Why do i always catch the downfalls? oh well better luck next time i guess.. im only 14. i have a full life to live♥

Wow i havent been on here in like forever updates: Ive been dumped by the only guy that i actually was in love with for one of my best friends.... My parents have lost total and uder trust in me cause ive been caught smoking *** and ciggs.. My bestfriends mom read her diary and told my mom about every bad things i did with guys and parties UGH Ive lost evrything worth living for so uhm im Lonly,Angry,Sad,Letdown, wow I done with evrything i feel emo :) lol thats a bad thing i think ♥

Oh man i havent been on here in like more than a month.... lots of things to update on...... Ok Im still going out with Trevor its been more than a month so far... i hope it will last a long freakin time... Im off school today cause im "sick" and its monday :) hah im cool like that... I actually can play the guitar now im very proud...ok heres a run down on evrything thats new. from most exciting to least. 1. I lost my virginity lol 2. Im not prude 3. Im bad 4. I love Alcohol 5. I hate alot of ppl 6. I hate teachers 7. I have detention more than I go to school 8. Im addicted to ciggertetts 9. Im severly blonde 10. I hate emo kids except for Kelly :) yha so a pretty exciting month :) lol wat the fuck ever Shannon

Trevor i fucking love u baby <3 9-15 My b.day is in 27 mins :)

Skitophranic I hate u but i love u, u mean nothing but ur my everything. i wnat to kill u but i want to hold ur hand. i wanna drink away all this pain and confusion Ur just the guy im dying for and just the guy im trying for i love u but i always find myself fucking up so badly, Go die somewhere all alone by urself in the dark or in the cold....die alone all by urself alone.... U used me and didnt even get what u wanted. im sorry but im not that kinda girl. and if u say ur sorry...ill take ur hand and we can run away far away so far away from home so far alone all by ourselves. Im happy that ur gone but i cry myself to sleep. and i cant belive i wasted my time calling u mine...die u little bitch...i love u more than words can say u help this pain come and stay... dont stay awat please comeback to me.... I miss u babe dont play with me I Love you.............

Im not sure if u meant it to be this way But in the end it doesnt matter Cause Im lost inside this place that i thought i called my home. And im so confused, so aggrivated All this wondering can do u know good Cause in the end you cant help but be fucked over And even though im screaming ur name Its like Im whipering in the distance And im biting on my lip to try to understand I cant help but think this ur all that ive got to hold on to Im lozing my grip and falling quicker than i ever thought id fall And im trying to hold on to you cause ur all that ive got.... I havent known u all that long but id do anything to keep u by my side It makes me jealous when i think of another gurl with u and make makes me tear all up inside. So ill give u my last shot and make it worth my while. Cause its worth it in the end just to make u smile. its my song that i made up all by myself:) Comment me if u like it or understand Shannon

i skipped school today but i get to talk to garrett yessss lol im bored and my new aim s.n is chokeonevrydream sounds somewhat perverted but its not lol look wat i can doo 8=======D lol

yey i met a hot guy that likes me and i like him? wat r theodds of that? lol SHannon

Just got home from school and i had the best day ever! all the kids that were popular last year are scummies now!!!!!!!! lmfao i love it and there are hawt boys!!! yesss maybe ill hook up with someone......but i like someone in Walenpaupack but hes taken by idk who... doesnt it suck when u cant have the one u want ¢¾¢¾¢¾ but i have new friends this year pretty darn sweet.... I heart you (u know who u are)