well I'm writing again today. Well my day has gone shitty. um I think my boyfriend is mad at me because he just hurried up and got off the internet and didnt even say goodbye he said that he was bored and he wanted to go and do something more interesting well im worried that he might be thinking about breaking up with me even though we just starting going back out yesterday. well i think that he has feelings for this other girl tiffany that he ended up getting drunk with and fucking the last time we were going out but i forgave him because our relationship was getting serious and he had told me he loved me for the first time before the cheating happened and we figured that we would give it another chance but i feel that he is having doubts and I dont know what to do i mean i love him... alot. but like i said I think hes having doubts. There was an interesting thing that did happen though i got a call from one of my friends from where i used to live that i havent talked to since the summer yay. Well I'll keep ya posted on my boring life. Well im gonna go now um bye. Nikki