Well as you all already know its 420 ha! Well alot has happened in the past few months um first this damn thing wouldnt let me on so yeah. I havent been on but me and MIke arent dating anymore as a mader of fact I'm now with the guy of my dreams Richard Sparks we are engaged and plan to get married after he gets outta Basic Training yes i know whats up with me and the Army boys? I think it's because they actually know wha6t they are doing with their lives well anywho he is leaving for B.T June 2, 2006 I'm gonna miss him and I don't want him to go but i know he must I'll see him after B.T though. Oh I may be pregnant if not now I will probably be soon when your people tell you "kids always wear condoms" listen to them...or else trust me it's not pretty. Well life is pretty much the same nothings changed except Richard's older brother is getting married Saturday so yeha i get to meet the whole family...damn im not looking forward top it the only thing im looking forward to is spending the day with Richard he only has 48 days left so yeah im spending all i can with him... Well I've got to be going now so um yeah bye... "I'm Afraid To Love And Yet I Love You" ~Nikki~