I miss happiness. I miss being happy in myself and what I'm doing. While I was away, there wasn't a single day that I wasn't in love with what I was doing, enjoying where I was or who I could be there. Only this past week have I realised just how empty and lethargic I've been feeling. It's like I'm lonely, but nobody's company can satisfy. I feel so disconnected from everything. I just want to drive away from it all. I wish I could go down to Hayling and sit on the beach, but I can't bring myself to go there lately. Too many memories and I'd rather not go there right now.

Meh

Exhausted. Goodnight.