Ok let me write a little retraction to my comment earlier. I deffinitely didnt mean to make it sound like i was only talking about all the cheerleaders. Im really sorry if thats the way it came out, but there are a couple that i wont point out. Im sorry to those that had nothing to do with any of it and still dont know what on earth is going on. This is gonne be the last thing i write in here and i just want to say im sorry to those i offended, but i still mean everything i said to those that know how they have acted. Im not the kind of person to say names about anyone so just trust me when i tell you that if you are one of those people you know it. Those that arent and i offended by generalizing, im sorry and it was a poor use of words. Ive apologized to a couple inparticular, but this is simply my retraction of the generalization. The End Hunter

WOW, the past week has been completely incredible. I tried to talk to someone and explain to them whats going on and why Krista decided to spend a little less time with her. Well it didnt turn out too well and as nice as i tried being she still got all pissy at me about it. I show my 2 best friends what we talked about during a class, and ONLY those 2 people. The catch is that one of her friends sits next to mine so the lieing little son of a bitch told her that im passing it around school or something. Thats a load of shit and this kid is gonna get everything that he has coming to him. Why the hell do people lie so much? I just dont get it. I never really liked this kid in the first place so i really dont have a problem making sure that everyone in the class knows it. I really wish things didnt turn out like this and it seems like things are really split because my friends are trying to stay neutral even tho they really cant stand her for what she did, her parents are extremely ashamed of her and tell me that i have earned my place in heaven for being so understanding even tho i really dont think i have been that great, but some of her cheerleading friends think that everything she did was ok and that i was completely wrong. It shows me what kind of people they are and now i know that i really dont want to have much to do with them. Ive prayed every night that things wouldnt have ended up like this and i know how hard it is on her, but do any of them really see how hard it is on me? whatever. OH and just for all those that dont know this came about because my GF did some minor cheating, but i wont go into details because no one but me, her, and her parents know all the details.

WEll isnt it great when your constantly learning how much your own girlfriend hates you. It seems like she has always hated me by the things that shes said behind my back. I keep learning about how she thinks im a bitch, an ass, and im also said to not be worth of an ass so im an asswipe. yea im kinda tired of it. Its just great to know how much im "Loved". Im just so tired of her constantly putting me down behind my back, but then telling me she loves me to my face? that doesnt even make sense. Im sure that by putting all this in here her friends are going to yell at me once again about how im wrong and that she is right to say things behind my back, and my friends will go the opposite. has anyone else ever had to deal with this and if so please tell me a little about it and what you did.

Things really seem to be kinda shitty lately. Im really foing my best to stay on my own two feet, but sometimes its pretty hard. Im fighting to keep my head above water when it comes to grades. If i dont get a 4.0 then i wont be able to get a job untill summer. Yea thats my parents for ya. Not only that, but im having other problems aswell and if your reading this then you probably know what im talking about. At the same time things have also really seemed to have gotten better in other ways. Krista and I are doing great and things are good again and this time hopefully for good. I have also gotten a lot closer to my OTHER friends outside of my 2 best friends that some people believe are my only ones. Its been a while since ive hung out with some of them so its definitely fun. Well I hope things seem better over time and i wish everyone the best of luck. Peace, Prosperity, and Love to you all Hunt

Things seem to be getting a little better in life. I dont think about how much i hate myself quite as often now. Frankly im beginning to become a little more relaxed and i think i like it. For the first time ever i think im looking forward to going to homecoming. I really wish i could go with more of my friends, but Krista decided that we had to go with hers again. It would be ok if all the guys werent from different schools. But its cool because atleast im friends with the girls. I think its ok and just maybe il enjoy it. I also had a bad time due to a fun little German test today. Even though i aced it, i still spent all night studying. Plus i cant stand the teacher because i always think she wants to eat us because shes huge. I know its mean but damn women. Dont you just hate it when you get accused of things you didnt do. Somone said some mean things to a friend of mine and she thinks it was me now... Its kinda my fault tho simply because ive told so many people about this site and its not that hard to look at my buddy list with one person. Now i feel bad too. A small piece of me kinda agrees, but not really because it not all the way true and they dont really know all the facts. So whoever it is, you know who im talking about, please stop. Your only causing me more trouble. Well anyway it was nice writing to you all and catch ya later. Buh bye. Hunty

Yea sorry for not being so good at keeping this thing updated. It seems like as soon as school started a lot of things changed. Its like returning to a life that you wish was over. I must say that im glad to see all my friends again though. Krista, my girlfriend, has now started a Holiday that celebrates the hating of me. Its on September 22 and its called Hunter Hate Day. Its basically a day that everyone can spend telling me what a terrible person I am and how much they hate me. Yea it kinda feels bad that after going out with someone for 2 years they would basically spend an hour telling you how terrible you are. I guess im not that surprised though. I just wish i could be perfect like her."sarcasm" Well im going to do my best to be more diligent in my efforts to keep up to dat with everything. Oh and for all those that care my house is starting to look freakin sweet. Well ttyl. Hunter

Yep well today i learned everything there is to know about siding a house. Its a bitch, but i sided one side of my house today. I just keep the thought in my mind of all the nice parties il have down there when im done and that keeps me going. I also had a couple of drinks with my dad today which is also kinda weird because he normally doesnt drink. All in all it was a good day. I missed tubing so im kinda pissed about that, but im sure il have another chance. Well id love to write more, but thats really just about it for the day. Good luck to all and goodnight.

Well my stupid camp is finally over with. It was definitely a waste of my time. I got in arguments with a bunch of parents that complained about their kids shooting too slow because the parents wanted to shoot. Then later i got into it again with the activities director for just being a dick. Well i was planning on going to the lake tomorrow, but now my father wants me to go out and work on my river house again. Its a bunch of bullshit, but atleast when its done il have a place to go to with all my friends to go party without any cops or parents around. Well im just glad that i can finally rest again.

I started this diary simply because i have nothing else to do. Maybe it will end up being something kinda cool. Well it was an alright day considering that styupid camp i have to work at. I shouldnt be so happy that it is almost over, but i am. Im the camp director and its really hard to deal with all the problems, but i do believe in what im doing. It really does make it worthwhile to hear all the kids so happy and excited to work with us and learn about fishing and archery and bb gun shooting along with crafts and nature stuff. I really will kinda miss all the kids. Austin and I are thinking about goin tubing this weekend and seeing if some people want to go. we were gonna do battle tubes but were not sure yet. Well we hope everything turns out alright and maybe Krista and Nicole will come.