There is still more im not saying, but just trust me when i say it WAS cheating.

I went behind Hunters back and started to talk to another guy even though i knew it was wrong. I kept doing it and lied to Hunter about it all the time. He always asked me about it, but i only got mad at him and told him that he should trust me when all along he was right. I lied and cheated on him and now i really regret it. Even my own parents said that i deserve for him to break up with me.

so me and kait drove to the game togehter, amazing. she is the most awesome person ever. see she does the retarded girl voice and i do the normal girl wiht a huge lisp voice. we are so cool. lol. and we dont know how to get home from feefee. lol. i love that road. this week was ok. today is daniel's last day at summit. tear. we had a breakfast party for him. o yea SUMMIT WON! 3-4 is our record but hey its ok bc we won. i really love that hump song lol. love me

today was a good day. i dont have homework and hopefully i did good in ap lit. i thought it was relatively easy so i think i did ok. my feelings are out in the open and im happy. tomorrow i have cheerleadign. . ahh! i dont wanna go but i have to. ehh. im sry i have short entries lately. i love you tho. me

homecoming was really fun last night. but something is weighing on my mind rightnow that i cant say. i hate what has happened in the last two days. it wasnt meant to be like this. the one thing that makes me feel better is that one is guilty and wants to apologize. hopefully things will get better. im gonna go lay down or something. i love you forever and ever and no one will change that. u know this. love me

hey so tonights game was great!! we won 49-6 so id say we creamed them. i did 195 pushups. yea how about those muscles!! and tomorrow is homecoming and im freakin excited!! it will be so fun. well im gonna go sleep! love ya me

hey so the pep rally was amazing. i didnt get the stair step up but the other cool build i did so im happy. and my double toe touches were ok. and the powder puff game. . .tie 6-6. WHAT NOW SENIORS. sophomores beat us too. thats crap. i hate 08. lol well i gotta get some shut eye. ttyl love ya me

hey kids today i did the build right so im happy, i hit nicole once but it wasnt hard. and i was at hunters and i fell and hit my head on the side of the wall. well actually my face but o well. i aced my chem test. . yes! and tomorrow im gonna rock that math test lol. so homecoming this weekend . . .sweet. its gonna be awesome. and my green day even better. yes!! well im gonna go bc i have nothin to say. lol. love ya me

im real angry right now bc we have two days until pep rally and its nowhere near done. if they are gonna fucking be captains they need to teach it to us before then. im sry if they are offended but we should have it done. it will look liek shit and i know it. ill just practice myass off i guess. i just wish it was done and looked good. o well it will be. at least me and aryns shirts are flippin sweet. at least i get math too bc im amazing like that. lol jk. im gonna practice that god damn dance. sry god. love you and i love hunter krista

im havin an o.k. week. me and aryn made the best junior powder shirts ever. lol. except they dont look as good in real life as they did in our heads.lol. the fabric glue was a pain in the ass. i hope we win so the juniors win something. o well. homecoming is next week yay. and report cards in like a week. ahhh. o well im odin good i think. football, dont get me started. i feel bad for the guys but we wil win again. i hope. i wont lose faith tho i wont. sry i have been bad about entries. ill get better. love ya me no, that day will forever be a crack in us. All we can do is hope that it doesnt spread and shatter everything that is "us" into pieces

im trying to forget that im ADDICTED to you what i wanted and i needed im ADDICTED to you y do strange things like that happen. im becoming attached. wait, i am attached

today me and aryn and sarah signed up for powder puff together!! YES! im gonna rock that field, lol. coley and jo and allie are doin it too so ill know people. lol ill probably be like 3rd string. lol it will be fun..ive been stressed lately and i dont know why. today was relaxing but this week i have ap lit test, glasses, first home game, cl for like three hours and idk i just feel stressed. ive even been busier than this before. i have renaissance too. idk maybe im just freakin out bc i had such a relaxed weekend. o well. so i got a 97 on my chem test. sweet. i know its chem and everyone has already taken it but still, im doin surprisingly well this year. psat. . i have to sign up still. ugh. probably no spots open. im goin to the football game tongiht. ..to see nikki. me and hunty are goin together. we are getting along agian, it feels normal. lately ive felt tension bc we have fought in the past two weeks but now i feel ok. im gonna go, maybe do some homework idk. love ya krista

so last night i got to go out with my ladies. (sarah, cat, aryn and logan) it was amazing. we saw exorcism of emily rose. i had butterflies from excitement. lol it was weird. but it was so fun. my parents were out of town so it was a litle nerve racking but its ok. last night i was home at twenty minutes past curfew and i could bc htey werent home! yes! i was so excited. im like a lil kid. lol. well i have to read the dog book. lol ap lit. love ya krista im becoming attached

omg we lost again tonight. 19-20. im so pissed. we were doin so good. ugh i hate football. im so into it now and we lose. we are bad luck. ugh. but we played a hard game.good lucknext time.

hey so today was a good day i suppose. my math test went alright except i made some stupid mistakes. i missed at least four problems but hopefully thats it. im retarded and didnt pay attention to equations and i didnt zoom out enought. . ugh. today in ap lit i got back my journal, 84! yes im excited bc i worked real hard on that and got a good grade. i hope my grade bcomes a b- at least or else i get a progress report AHH! today i read to chapter six of great gatsby. i like it but i dont exactly know what the main character's name is. . .o well. i need to do my math essays but i forgto my notes. ahhh. o well. spanish was real hard today. i couldnt remember what casarse was now i remember its to get married. i feel crappy today too. i got up later than usual and was late and my ash tray thing feel out of the placeon the wayto school. (my cd player was in it) i felt like i was gonna pass out the whole day and have been stopped up. at least i get to relax tonight. Me and cat did a chair today and we did it with no post on the first try! flippin sweet. well im kinda tired . im gonna call hunty and lie down. love ya bucket

well just now i was eating wedding cake bc my parents went to a wedding renewel ceremony.yeah it was good but had the bad icing. blah. neway today i worked 8 and a half hours but i made 61 dollars. SWEET! im really happy things got busy today cuz last week i only made like 35. well neway after that i went to sunset in the park with hunty and helped the boyscouts make snowcones. i got all syrupy. and my black slip on sequin shoes got all dirty bc i had to park in the baseball field. ugh. but then after that i went back to hunters house and we played with the hampster. it sounds weird but just doin that is fun bc its like bonding. idk. lol. im really tired, i feel alseep at hunters too for like an hour. idk i sleep alot i feel like and old lady. mk when i sleep my body twitches, does anyone elses? sometimes i do it so bad i wake myself up. idk its weird. random. my dog is begging for cake that i dont have. lol. im gonna go and idk what im gonna do oooo elimidate is on i think, im watchin it! love ya bucket

TODAY WAS ME AND HUNTYS 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY! i was so excited this morning!! yay. he got me a portable cd player with a car hookup and he got me 3 dozen roses. he got 2 dozen for two years and the other dozen for hopefully another year. i realize sometimes we fight but i love him and i dont know what id do with out him!! he wrote me a poem too. if u wanna see it tell me at school! it was so sweet he had candles and everything. last weeks football game was alright . .it was a good game but we lost and had to squish onto concrete. im sure well get them blue jays! lol. so this weekend me and nicole went to raging rivers and got super tan. and now my forhead is peeling :(. o well. and then that night we hung out at her gmas with her cuz and his friends. nicole said one of them like me so i feel bad bc i told them i had a bf and i hope i didnt lead him on bc im just a naturally friendly person. besides i would never give love up for lust or for something i dont know will happen.o well. i think that dan dude likes nicole! yay. this weekend is sunset in the park and im goin with hunty. thats when we first liked eachother. im gonna go start on the Great Gatsby. lyl

ugh!! the pep rally was horrible, for me anyways. i was off on timing, and our build went down. (i know its no one's fault but we jsut practiced so hard) its like all that hard work was for nothing bc i sucked at the dance. and the fight songi messed up too. its like i cant do anything right tonight and he didnt say anything at all. i just want him to care.

its an ongoing fight.. .i cant take it anymore.

Yesterday in weight training we did squats. Thats where u have a bar behind ur neck and u squat down ten times, like 3 reps. the bar is 45 so i put on ten bc i was lazy yesterday, well apparently im not used to this kind of exercise bc those squats kicked my butt. today i couldnt go up the stairs and we did cardio in gym so it sucked even more. AHHHH! so im stil sore and hopefully we dont do squats til after the pep rally. speaking of the pep rally, everything is goin good, like i haver the dance at the right speed i just need to really perfect and get sharper. one part we arent suppose to be sharp and im really tense when i do it bc i cant do it right so i look like an idiot. ahh. o well ill practice bein less stressed on that part. we didnt get to build today but yesterday we got the build so we arent freakin out. we just need to make it look alot cleaner. im sure we will do fine tho. i hope im not doin as bad as i think i am in ap lit. i have only gotten like 3 things back and they were an A, a C, and a F so i have a very wide range of grades. i think i have a c right now so yeah. im sure ill be able to bring it up with the project tho. . hopefully! well im gonna go to bed bc im really tired. i feel like and old lady cuz its only 9:30 but im beat! love ya krista