Things seem to be getting a little better in life. I dont think about how much i hate myself quite as often now. Frankly im beginning to become a little more relaxed and i think i like it. For the first time ever i think im looking forward to going to homecoming. I really wish i could go with more of my friends, but Krista decided that we had to go with hers again. It would be ok if all the guys werent from different schools. But its cool because atleast im friends with the girls. I think its ok and just maybe il enjoy it. I also had a bad time due to a fun little German test today. Even though i aced it, i still spent all night studying. Plus i cant stand the teacher because i always think she wants to eat us because shes huge. I know its mean but damn women. Dont you just hate it when you get accused of things you didnt do. Somone said some mean things to a friend of mine and she thinks it was me now... Its kinda my fault tho simply because ive told so many people about this site and its not that hard to look at my buddy list with one person. Now i feel bad too. A small piece of me kinda agrees, but not really because it not all the way true and they dont really know all the facts. So whoever it is, you know who im talking about, please stop. Your only causing me more trouble. Well anyway it was nice writing to you all and catch ya later. Buh bye. Hunty