I Really Don't Know What To Say Of My Life. I Love Having Friends, But I Hate My Town. I Feel Like I'm Being Held Underwater And I Can't Breath, Just Being Here Makes Me Sick. My Parents Don't Accept Me, It's Like Nothing I Do Is Ever Good Enough For Them. I Sometimes Feel Like My Friends Would Be Better Off Without Me, Yet For Some Reason They Seem To Really Care For Me...Strange, Huh? Today I Had Court, They Are Dropping The Charges Of Truancy, So I'm Not Being Sent To Residential Care. I'm A Little Sad Thought. Part Of Me Just Wants To Get Out, I Want To Scream, Just Run Away And Keep Running Till I Faint... I Just Want To Fade Away... Fade Away... Fade Away...