well, its 11:00pm, only 1 more hour until its officially xmas. woot! hopefully i get some good stuff this xmas thatll keep me occupied, and will improve my art. thats all i want, just for my art to get better, for my skills to improve. i dont think thats asking too much. but ya never kno i guess. lol. well, i'll update tomorrow w/ how everything goes.

soooo.. i hope everyones having, or had, a good thanksgiving. i had an ok one.... food was good, but of course, there was yelling and argueing. we cant even get along for five seconds, but whatever, theyre loss. lol. seriously im sure theres less tension on a battlefield than there was at that table. and now we're back to doing our own seperate things. i love the holidays oh so much.. HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE.

alritey... well.. im making a promise to myself. here and now. and that is, that i will get better w/ dealing w/ people. im gonna get over my shyness to a point. its gonna be hard, and complicated, but i think that maybe.. after some time.. i can do it. i will do it, i hate living this way.. in total fear of everything, in complete submission. forget that, im done, im done w/ letting people walk all over me b/c im too afraid to actually speak my mind. so im not living this way anymore. =/ im gonna stop caring so much about what other people think, b/c u kno what?? who cares what they think, as long as im happy w/ who i am. forget them. thats my promise to myself, and its one im not gonna break. so wish me luck. its gonna be a long road.

not much been goin on lately. *shrugs* my parents are still being themselves, psychotic,and overprotective. lol. i love my bratty dog, dee-o-gee, who is a great dane. ^_^ gonna be graduating in 2 months which is AWESOME!!!! and then eventually off to college. woooot! stressful moments are always there of course, but we'll leave those alone, to be left behind in the past where they belong. im moving forward w/ my life. from now on im gonna try to be positive, and focus on the good things in my life.

ive decided to come back to sitdiary. lol. ^_^ havent been here in awhile. sooo hello everyone. i will update you on whats been up eventually.